** Wednesday, September 29, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
very hungry!
My sis is evil! She didn't leave a message to me and she had gone to M'sia with her boyfriend for two days until my grandma told me when I came back home not ago! OMG. I lend my phone to her and there goes my phone. We suppose to change back tonight. I miss my phone!
I'm really tired today that I slept in the bus when I find a place to seat. I entered the bus, there wasn't many people. When I woke up, there wasn't many people too. There's only 3 people in the bus includes me. It's so eerie. I dreamt of vanessa that I dreamt that i told her something. You get what I mean? I was dreaming that I'm dreaming. Like a picture in a picture. Sometimes, my feelings are hard to describe and it's most of the time because people seldom encounter these kind of things. It's scary that nobody knows how you feels and you have nobody to share about because they don't understand what are you talking about.
Isn't disgusting if you didn't bath for just one day? Or maybe two days. Don't you feel uneasy about it when there's a weird stench from you and people are looking at you. This man. Looks like a beggar. He doesn't look like either. He wore tattered clothes. His short pants and shirt is brown. Very dirty looking. And I mean DIRTY. It seemed like you haven't bath for a month and the shirt hasn't wash for more than a month too. He was walking towards the back of the bus. I looked at him and thought 'Oh god. Please don't sit beside me. I hope you dont smells.' I was so hepless that he chose the seat beside me at the back of the bus.
MY GOD. HE REALLY STINKS. THE DIRTIEST MAN I'VE EVER SEEN. The moment he sat beside me, I started to have goosebumps and the hairs on my hands stood. People around him were staring at him. Some even tried to get out of the bus as soon as possible. I turned my head and looked at him. His beard hasn't shave for a long time which is probably almost 15cm long. His hair wasn't washed. Seem to be oily and smelly. Mom suddenly called me in the bus. She asked me questions and I simply answered, 'I don't know. I don't know anything!' I just don't want to open my mouth because I scared his stench entered my mouth which I will have a bad breath for a year. Opps. I didn't meant to be so evil but he's really dirty. Damn it. The smell is still in my mind. I could imagine him sitting beside me now.
My sis is evil! She didn't leave a message to me and she had gone to M'sia with her boyfriend for two days until my grandma told me when I came back home not ago! OMG. I lend my phone to her and there goes my phone. We suppose to change back tonight. I miss my phone!
I'm really tired today that I slept in the bus when I find a place to seat. I entered the bus, there wasn't many people. When I woke up, there wasn't many people too. There's only 3 people in the bus includes me. It's so eerie. I dreamt of vanessa that I dreamt that i told her something. You get what I mean? I was dreaming that I'm dreaming. Like a picture in a picture. Sometimes, my feelings are hard to describe and it's most of the time because people seldom encounter these kind of things. It's scary that nobody knows how you feels and you have nobody to share about because they don't understand what are you talking about.
Isn't disgusting if you didn't bath for just one day? Or maybe two days. Don't you feel uneasy about it when there's a weird stench from you and people are looking at you. This man. Looks like a beggar. He doesn't look like either. He wore tattered clothes. His short pants and shirt is brown. Very dirty looking. And I mean DIRTY. It seemed like you haven't bath for a month and the shirt hasn't wash for more than a month too. He was walking towards the back of the bus. I looked at him and thought 'Oh god. Please don't sit beside me. I hope you dont smells.' I was so hepless that he chose the seat beside me at the back of the bus.
MY GOD. HE REALLY STINKS. THE DIRTIEST MAN I'VE EVER SEEN. The moment he sat beside me, I started to have goosebumps and the hairs on my hands stood. People around him were staring at him. Some even tried to get out of the bus as soon as possible. I turned my head and looked at him. His beard hasn't shave for a long time which is probably almost 15cm long. His hair wasn't washed. Seem to be oily and smelly. Mom suddenly called me in the bus. She asked me questions and I simply answered, 'I don't know. I don't know anything!' I just don't want to open my mouth because I scared his stench entered my mouth which I will have a bad breath for a year. Opps. I didn't meant to be so evil but he's really dirty. Damn it. The smell is still in my mind. I could imagine him sitting beside me now.
** Tuesday, September 28, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
tired
My eyes wanna pop up already. I'm sick actually. I was okay 2days ago until I had a migrane and I pop in 2 pills of panadols before I sleep. I can't sleep actually until I doze off at almost 4am. Yesterday, I had throat infection. I don't know why because I think that I didn't eat any very heaty stuff. Probably it's the panadol but can't be right? But I having headache for almost a week already. Due to the exams, I didn't sleep much. Not I don't wanna sleep, it's just that.. I can't!
Insomia. ~.~
Having slight fever. Uhhh. Feel so tired. Wonder what should I do later. Oh ya. Yesterday I met dd. I told him I'm very sick and tired and wanna go his place and rest because I need to take almost an hour to reach home. I'm lazy. And. I slept for 6hours my illness is getting worst. Geesh. Went back around 6.30+pm. Reach home at 8pm+. I saw this girl. VAN II. Her voice... Exactly like vanessa. Her tone, her accent, her actions. EVERYTHING except her look. Those irritating type. And she also say 'OoOoo..' Haha! Damn noisy in the bus. I was so sick and trying to rest at the corner of the bus, VANII kept talking and talking and talking... Uhhhh. And I just realised that our NUN is much prettier than VANII. Give chance to VANII ah. I think she's younger than me. So, she might be prettier than NUN. But our NUN is still the best. xD~ Love her! Hah! When I reached home, Mom scolded me,'WHERE YOU GO?' -_- I just said,'Somewhere. You don't talk to me. I sick.' And she didn't scold me after that. Instead, she care for me more. Whaha!
Watched Stairway to Heaven till 1am and I slept. Woke up, the first thing that mom said 'Got fever anot?!' Ahhh. Leave me alone!
Bored. It's only 10.30! I felt that I was in school for the whole day but it's only 1 hour for the Science Paper 1. Ahhh. Weee. He come online already! Heh. *wags tail* wait a minute. I'm not a dog. =| Alright. I shall take a rest soon.
Btw, tomorrow last day of Prelims! *cheers* But, O levels coming soon. *awww*
My eyes wanna pop up already. I'm sick actually. I was okay 2days ago until I had a migrane and I pop in 2 pills of panadols before I sleep. I can't sleep actually until I doze off at almost 4am. Yesterday, I had throat infection. I don't know why because I think that I didn't eat any very heaty stuff. Probably it's the panadol but can't be right? But I having headache for almost a week already. Due to the exams, I didn't sleep much. Not I don't wanna sleep, it's just that.. I can't!
Insomia. ~.~
Having slight fever. Uhhh. Feel so tired. Wonder what should I do later. Oh ya. Yesterday I met dd. I told him I'm very sick and tired and wanna go his place and rest because I need to take almost an hour to reach home. I'm lazy. And. I slept for 6hours my illness is getting worst. Geesh. Went back around 6.30+pm. Reach home at 8pm+. I saw this girl. VAN II. Her voice... Exactly like vanessa. Her tone, her accent, her actions. EVERYTHING except her look. Those irritating type. And she also say 'OoOoo..' Haha! Damn noisy in the bus. I was so sick and trying to rest at the corner of the bus, VANII kept talking and talking and talking... Uhhhh. And I just realised that our NUN is much prettier than VANII. Give chance to VANII ah. I think she's younger than me. So, she might be prettier than NUN. But our NUN is still the best. xD~ Love her! Hah! When I reached home, Mom scolded me,'WHERE YOU GO?' -_- I just said,'Somewhere. You don't talk to me. I sick.' And she didn't scold me after that. Instead, she care for me more. Whaha!
Watched Stairway to Heaven till 1am and I slept. Woke up, the first thing that mom said 'Got fever anot?!' Ahhh. Leave me alone!
Bored. It's only 10.30! I felt that I was in school for the whole day but it's only 1 hour for the Science Paper 1. Ahhh. Weee. He come online already! Heh. *wags tail* wait a minute. I'm not a dog. =| Alright. I shall take a rest soon.
Btw, tomorrow last day of Prelims! *cheers* But, O levels coming soon. *awww*
** Sunday, September 26, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
tired
Oh man. I think I had dreamt too much and my brain isn't fully awake. Woolala. WKRZ playing Hoobastank - The Reason. It makes me think of Bernard again. Heh.
Yesterday, I was darn guilty! There was this rat at the void deck. As it was at night, nobody is around except me. It was squeaking loudly for help when I walked towards it. I knew it's calling me for help. I wish to help it but I don't know how. I tired to shoo the cat, it walked away for a distance and came back again. I shoo it away once more, the rat quickly escape into the drain. The cat quickly ran into the drain and heard a 'SQQQUUUUEEEEEEK' and bite it away. Oh man. I just want to carry the rat to somewhere safe but I didn't. I was so disappointed with myself because I didn't save its life. Maybe the past life I owe him something and I have to repay him this time but I didn't. I wish I could turn back time. Damn.
My friends say 'Hey it's just a rat.','Oh.. What should I say then?','It's not your fault. If you save the rat, the cat will be hungry. It's part of nature. Don't worry' Yea. I get that message but . . You will never understand how I feels. Oh well. At least I tired to save it. =l
I know it's just a rat but it's a living thing! I just wanna try my best to save it. Because I had ever killed a mother bird who just had a baby bird when I was a kid. I didn't meant it but I'm the murderer. I can see that the baby bird was damn sad when he knew the mom had died. I just leave the mother bird who was unconscious on top of a wall(my old house backyard). The little bird just stay beside the mom. Aww. I'm guilty.
There was once my grandfather caught a grasshopper for me. He said its stomach was eaten by a bird and it can't eat and fly anymore. He passed it to me. I just play with it. It won't eat, drink or anything. It's still living. The only thing it can do it just looking at you in a pathetic look. I want to save it but I don't know how. The only thing I can do is to see it die. After 3 days, without food or water, it finally died. Its eyes are closed. The whole wings and body turn crispy feeling. Everything is dried. Sigh. How sad.
That's why my childhood ambition is being a vet. to save all sick animals. ^^ But I had changed my mind. :l
I think my lower jaw had losen or the joint got 'no oil'. I can't open my jaw very wide or else I will get that 'sour' feeling at the joint. Sheesh. Wonder when is the day it will drop out. I guess I need to see a doctor soon. 2days ago I had my exam, the exam period is 2hrs+ and I didn't open my mouth for that period, and after that, I tried to talk, my jaw hurts. Ahh. It became stiff. Oh man. >< I think it has worsen after all these years. I don't want to go for operation! ><
I don't know what is he thinking. Am I still taken or what? It's making me confused too! >< I don't know what am I doing yesterday either. Ahh. I'm losing my mind soon. Sheesh...
Muah. I met this girl yesterday in IRC who is a jie of Bernard. She said I'm different from those girls who are at my age. Those girls are childish and irritating. Oh really? I'm surprised that I'm different from them. HAH. This proves that I had changed for all these years. I told her I'm anti-them. Haha. She said 'I like this kind of girls and would like to make friends with you' 'Hey don't get the wrong idea. I'm not a lesbi' LOL. She's cute too. >< Yea. ~ (^^;)
Oh man. I think I had dreamt too much and my brain isn't fully awake. Woolala. WKRZ playing Hoobastank - The Reason. It makes me think of Bernard again. Heh.
Yesterday, I was darn guilty! There was this rat at the void deck. As it was at night, nobody is around except me. It was squeaking loudly for help when I walked towards it. I knew it's calling me for help. I wish to help it but I don't know how. I tired to shoo the cat, it walked away for a distance and came back again. I shoo it away once more, the rat quickly escape into the drain. The cat quickly ran into the drain and heard a 'SQQQUUUUEEEEEEK' and bite it away. Oh man. I just want to carry the rat to somewhere safe but I didn't. I was so disappointed with myself because I didn't save its life. Maybe the past life I owe him something and I have to repay him this time but I didn't. I wish I could turn back time. Damn.
My friends say 'Hey it's just a rat.','Oh.. What should I say then?','It's not your fault. If you save the rat, the cat will be hungry. It's part of nature. Don't worry' Yea. I get that message but . . You will never understand how I feels. Oh well. At least I tired to save it. =l
I know it's just a rat but it's a living thing! I just wanna try my best to save it. Because I had ever killed a mother bird who just had a baby bird when I was a kid. I didn't meant it but I'm the murderer. I can see that the baby bird was damn sad when he knew the mom had died. I just leave the mother bird who was unconscious on top of a wall(my old house backyard). The little bird just stay beside the mom. Aww. I'm guilty.
There was once my grandfather caught a grasshopper for me. He said its stomach was eaten by a bird and it can't eat and fly anymore. He passed it to me. I just play with it. It won't eat, drink or anything. It's still living. The only thing it can do it just looking at you in a pathetic look. I want to save it but I don't know how. The only thing I can do is to see it die. After 3 days, without food or water, it finally died. Its eyes are closed. The whole wings and body turn crispy feeling. Everything is dried. Sigh. How sad.
That's why my childhood ambition is being a vet. to save all sick animals. ^^ But I had changed my mind. :l
I think my lower jaw had losen or the joint got 'no oil'. I can't open my jaw very wide or else I will get that 'sour' feeling at the joint. Sheesh. Wonder when is the day it will drop out. I guess I need to see a doctor soon. 2days ago I had my exam, the exam period is 2hrs+ and I didn't open my mouth for that period, and after that, I tried to talk, my jaw hurts. Ahh. It became stiff. Oh man. >< I think it has worsen after all these years. I don't want to go for operation! ><
I don't know what is he thinking. Am I still taken or what? It's making me confused too! >< I don't know what am I doing yesterday either. Ahh. I'm losing my mind soon. Sheesh...
Muah. I met this girl yesterday in IRC who is a jie of Bernard. She said I'm different from those girls who are at my age. Those girls are childish and irritating. Oh really? I'm surprised that I'm different from them. HAH. This proves that I had changed for all these years. I told her I'm anti-them. Haha. She said 'I like this kind of girls and would like to make friends with you' 'Hey don't get the wrong idea. I'm not a lesbi' LOL. She's cute too. >< Yea. ~ (^^;)
** Saturday, September 25, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
sleepy
Guess what is the time now? 3:33am. I'm here blogging because I'm bored. I've been talking to Bernard Goh since 00:40:90. The conversation has not ended yet. I'm tired.
I slept just now. From 8pm+ to 12. I watched Dou Yu. Sad ending. I did cry but not because of the show. I smsed ChiHo. I just don't know what to say so I just sent a =) to him. I thought he don't want to meet me tomorrow anymore or forget about our date. Was it a date anyway? And it ended with 'Ok. Good night. See you tomorrow.' I was kind of disappointed. I don't want it to end that way. It wasn't the normal way it used to be. I kept thinking that he's still mine. That's why I seemed not to be affected after the break. My heart aches after that. A squeezy and sour feeling in my heart. I just shed a tear. The Dou Yu made me depressed. I cried. Till now, my eyes still kinda sore. Sigh. Am I really that weak? Such small things and I just cry. Maybe it's just a way to relief myself from sadness; cry out loud to forget about it. I think that I'm trying to attract attention. Yes. And I need it a lot. I just want someone to know how I feels. I doubt that person will read this anyway. The tears I shed, the things I had done, the words I said which are never meant to be, the actions I did, the expressions I showed. All these. I've been wasting my time. Result = 0. I'm still a little lost and unclear about everything. What do I want? I'm just not happy.
Another 7hours I have to bath and get out of my house. I suppose to meet Lyncia tomorrow. Oh man. I slept and she said she gonna come online around 12+ but i guess she had slept. And I was right. We didn't confirm about the time and venue. Wonder if we still able to carry on our windowshopping trip.
Strangly, I can't recall anything the months before today in 2004. It seemed to be in a 'Lost Memories' section. Except some bits and parts, I had to think very hard to realised that I did something with an aid of some clues from people. Am I losing my mind? Or everything has gone to the 'STM - Short Term Memory' corner. Seriously, I think I can't remember anything. Even the things I've done yesterday in detailed. Whats up with me. And what not down with me.
Listening to Michelle Branch - Everywhere
I'm tired. Very tired. But I don't feel like sleeping. I wish to go out for a drink but what shops are open now? Ghost and souls. I think I'll sleep soon. Ciaos.
Guess what is the time now? 3:33am. I'm here blogging because I'm bored. I've been talking to Bernard Goh since 00:40:90. The conversation has not ended yet. I'm tired.
I slept just now. From 8pm+ to 12. I watched Dou Yu. Sad ending. I did cry but not because of the show. I smsed ChiHo. I just don't know what to say so I just sent a =) to him. I thought he don't want to meet me tomorrow anymore or forget about our date. Was it a date anyway? And it ended with 'Ok. Good night. See you tomorrow.' I was kind of disappointed. I don't want it to end that way. It wasn't the normal way it used to be. I kept thinking that he's still mine. That's why I seemed not to be affected after the break. My heart aches after that. A squeezy and sour feeling in my heart. I just shed a tear. The Dou Yu made me depressed. I cried. Till now, my eyes still kinda sore. Sigh. Am I really that weak? Such small things and I just cry. Maybe it's just a way to relief myself from sadness; cry out loud to forget about it. I think that I'm trying to attract attention. Yes. And I need it a lot. I just want someone to know how I feels. I doubt that person will read this anyway. The tears I shed, the things I had done, the words I said which are never meant to be, the actions I did, the expressions I showed. All these. I've been wasting my time. Result = 0. I'm still a little lost and unclear about everything. What do I want? I'm just not happy.
Another 7hours I have to bath and get out of my house. I suppose to meet Lyncia tomorrow. Oh man. I slept and she said she gonna come online around 12+ but i guess she had slept. And I was right. We didn't confirm about the time and venue. Wonder if we still able to carry on our windowshopping trip.
Strangly, I can't recall anything the months before today in 2004. It seemed to be in a 'Lost Memories' section. Except some bits and parts, I had to think very hard to realised that I did something with an aid of some clues from people. Am I losing my mind? Or everything has gone to the 'STM - Short Term Memory' corner. Seriously, I think I can't remember anything. Even the things I've done yesterday in detailed. Whats up with me. And what not down with me.
Listening to Michelle Branch - Everywhere
I'm tired. Very tired. But I don't feel like sleeping. I wish to go out for a drink but what shops are open now? Ghost and souls. I think I'll sleep soon. Ciaos.
** Friday, September 24, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
annoyed by a bastard
Geesh man. I hate him. Really i do i do i do. A white bird flying in the sky now. So lovely.
Listening to Sylver - Love Is An Angel (Groove Coverage Remix)
I'm a genius man! I manage to save my speaker. He almost died. And now.. After 2 weeks of silent days. It's back! I able to sing a long and listen to my favourite technos and even download new technos. Weehehe.
Today is FRIDAY! Yeeeehaaaa! Well, normally it don't affect a student much than a person who is working but it does affect a lot to me. I simple treasure weekends nowadays. I learnt to treasure the holidays and breaks from now onwards. I able to feel the pressure and stress built up by the work you had done over this weekdays. All thanks to PM Lee. 5 working days a week had made our live easier. Well, although it got nothing to do with me. It will affect my future right. Which means that I gonna have 5 working days when I goto work next time! Haha! Geesh. There's no time for me to take a break from my studies. Prelim exams gonna screwed up. Hope not but I think it will.
Listening to Günther - Teeny Weeny String Bikini
This song is irritating. Gunther songs are always irritating. Especially the Ding Dong Song. So horny and cocky type. Haha! But somehow I simply love it. The more irritating it is, the more pleasure to me. Woolala. ;x
I failed my POA P1! Damn it. Lucky I'm not the lowest. Someone is. Opps. I not suppose to laugh at people. While I was doing my E math P2 exam, I can feel that my body is getting hot. Lips are dry and hot. Feel like I gonna have a fever soon. Sigh. Exam fatigue. Not War fatigue. Reasons Of Stress War II. Haha!
[17:19:22] <@LeMoN``> wtc no more liao
[17:19:28] <@LeMoN``> then they going to build a new building
[17:19:33] <@LeMoN``> the biggest shopping centre in singapore
[17:19:36] <@LeMoN``> called VivoCity
[17:19:52] <@LeMoN``> and donno is bus or mrt will be build to link from the shopping centre to sentosa
Oh man. I didn't watch the news already! Totally mountain tortoise. All because of exams. No time for these. Damn it. LoL!
Listening to Tina Ann - All I Need Is A Miracle (Chris The Greek Club Mix)
Sigh. I'm so tired. I feel lk sleeping now. All i need is a miracle. I've been waiting. But there's no reply. Why? I still kinda lost. I'm just putting another mask in disguse because of exams. I just put it aside for awhile. And now it's the weekend. I still thought of it. I realised that I've not forgotten those things had happen. Yea. You take a second to know someone, a minute to like someone, a day to love someone and a lifetime to forget someone you really love. To forget a person you love is like remembering someone that you never know. Yea true. Although you said you had forgotten, but somehow there is just a teeny weeny bit of that something in your heart.
Listening to Busted - Thunderbirds Are Go
I wanna go out. But no where. All not free. Damn it. Stuck at home. This song.. has a sad feeling in it.
Opps. I was chatting with lyn in irc and i forgot to continue to blog. Oh ya. My pic with specs. Looks weird. Nerdy but sophisticated looking.
heh. feel like buying specs. my eyesight is failing. but its not that bad. HEY I GOT PERFECT EYESIGHT. lol. stop deciving myself. ;x I find that people who wear specs wanna get rid of them and those who don't would wish to try to put on specs and cause their eyesight to get worsen and then they have to wear them permanently and they cant get rid of it anymore. Haha!
Okay bah. Im gone. =
Geesh man. I hate him. Really i do i do i do. A white bird flying in the sky now. So lovely.
Listening to Sylver - Love Is An Angel (Groove Coverage Remix)
I'm a genius man! I manage to save my speaker. He almost died. And now.. After 2 weeks of silent days. It's back! I able to sing a long and listen to my favourite technos and even download new technos. Weehehe.
Today is FRIDAY! Yeeeehaaaa! Well, normally it don't affect a student much than a person who is working but it does affect a lot to me. I simple treasure weekends nowadays. I learnt to treasure the holidays and breaks from now onwards. I able to feel the pressure and stress built up by the work you had done over this weekdays. All thanks to PM Lee. 5 working days a week had made our live easier. Well, although it got nothing to do with me. It will affect my future right. Which means that I gonna have 5 working days when I goto work next time! Haha! Geesh. There's no time for me to take a break from my studies. Prelim exams gonna screwed up. Hope not but I think it will.
Listening to Günther - Teeny Weeny String Bikini
This song is irritating. Gunther songs are always irritating. Especially the Ding Dong Song. So horny and cocky type. Haha! But somehow I simply love it. The more irritating it is, the more pleasure to me. Woolala. ;x
I failed my POA P1! Damn it. Lucky I'm not the lowest. Someone is. Opps. I not suppose to laugh at people. While I was doing my E math P2 exam, I can feel that my body is getting hot. Lips are dry and hot. Feel like I gonna have a fever soon. Sigh. Exam fatigue. Not War fatigue. Reasons Of Stress War II. Haha!
[17:19:22] <@LeMoN``> wtc no more liao
[17:19:28] <@LeMoN``> then they going to build a new building
[17:19:33] <@LeMoN``> the biggest shopping centre in singapore
[17:19:36] <@LeMoN``> called VivoCity
[17:19:52] <@LeMoN``> and donno is bus or mrt will be build to link from the shopping centre to sentosa
Oh man. I didn't watch the news already! Totally mountain tortoise. All because of exams. No time for these. Damn it. LoL!
Listening to Tina Ann - All I Need Is A Miracle (Chris The Greek Club Mix)
Sigh. I'm so tired. I feel lk sleeping now. All i need is a miracle. I've been waiting. But there's no reply. Why? I still kinda lost. I'm just putting another mask in disguse because of exams. I just put it aside for awhile. And now it's the weekend. I still thought of it. I realised that I've not forgotten those things had happen. Yea. You take a second to know someone, a minute to like someone, a day to love someone and a lifetime to forget someone you really love. To forget a person you love is like remembering someone that you never know. Yea true. Although you said you had forgotten, but somehow there is just a teeny weeny bit of that something in your heart.
Listening to Busted - Thunderbirds Are Go
I wanna go out. But no where. All not free. Damn it. Stuck at home. This song.. has a sad feeling in it.
Opps. I was chatting with lyn in irc and i forgot to continue to blog. Oh ya. My pic with specs. Looks weird. Nerdy but sophisticated looking.
heh. feel like buying specs. my eyesight is failing. but its not that bad. HEY I GOT PERFECT EYESIGHT. lol. stop deciving myself. ;x I find that people who wear specs wanna get rid of them and those who don't would wish to try to put on specs and cause their eyesight to get worsen and then they have to wear them permanently and they cant get rid of it anymore. Haha!
Okay bah. Im gone. =
** Thursday, September 23, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
=)
I forgot to mention just now. I was editing my friendster and then thought of 'retarded'. I could call to mind that my grandma actually said she got 'lao-ren-chi-dai-zhen'.
This man came outside my house door and knock loudly. Coco was barking very loudly. I said I don't know who is that and I don't want to open the door because I won't open the door for strangers. I don't know why but I hate the feeling. Grandma was asking who was that at the door, I simply shrugged. She went to the door and said in chinese 'Can I help you? Who are you looking for?' Coco was still barking loudly.
'TING TING! Faster carry coco elsewhere!' shouted Grandma.
I went to carry her and went back to my room.
'What do you want? Who are you finding?' asked Gradma,
'Roy Leong. He suppose to pass to me the check today. The check was delayed for a long time since last year because I lost it' said the man.
'You lost is your problem. Why you have to take it again? He's not in mainland,' said Grandma.
'I know but I came here many times to ask for him. Can you give me his number anot?' said the Man.
Soon, the conversation turned into an arguement.
This man was an ah beng. The man who helped us to transport the furnitures to our this house last year. Dad had gave the cheque to him but the guy lost it. And now he's blaming us that it's our fault and even brought ah beng with full of tatoos to try to threaten and scare my dad. But it doesn't work at all. That day my dad say 'Wha lao eh. This kind of people also got. He lost it and he still want to take the cheque again. And he don't even know whats the check number. How am i suppose to check for my reference? He even brought tatooed ah beng ah.'
Indeed. I sensed something fishy here. Why after 1 year plus then come back? Why lost it already dont come and find us immediately? Weird right?
Back to yesterday's incident.
'GIVE ME HIS NUMBER. I GONNA CALL HIM' shouted the man.
'I CANNOT GIVE YOU HIS NUMBER WITHOUT HIS PERMISSION' Grandma shouted back.
'THEN YOU GO AND CALL HIM NOW. NOW! I WANT TO TALK TO HIM. CALL NOW!'
'Go back la. He's not around. Other time then come back and settle. I don't know anything. Don't ask me for his number. I got Lao Ren Chi Dai Zhen. I don't know anyting.' Shouted grandma.
LOL. She actually told the man that she got lao ren chi dai zhen. LOL. What a funny grandma i got.
'I TELL YOU. ...' shouted the man. And they still talking at the door. I was using the comp.
Few minutes later, grandma shouted back again and then the man went off. GRANDMA, YOU ROCKS! HAHA! YOU'RE THE UNBEATABLE. :D~ I LOVE YOU. HAHA.
When my mom and sis came back, grandma told this incident to them. She told them every single thing had happen include the Lao Ren Chi Dai Zhen. LOLOL.
Sis came to the room and told me. She didn't find that it's funny until she think that twice. You see. Will you say you're a retard when you are involved in a arguement and use it as an excuse for not giving information? Rarely right? Like. 'Hey man. I'm a retard. Don't ask me. I will give you the wrong information' HAHA. this is so cool. Haha!
My sis and I laughed till peng. And she actually told me that grandma had watched the television about 'Symptoms of Lao Ren Chi Dai Zhen'. When she's watching that, she say 'Die already. I think I got lao ren chi dai zhen' Wha lao. Everything also lao ren chi dai zhen. LOL. And last few weeks, she give an excuse that she will get lao ren chi dai zhen if she don't go out. Meaning she's trying to hint my sis to bring her out somewhere as her legs are not strong to walk, she have to be pushed on wheelchair.
Hehe. My grandma is weird. And my mother's side grandma is humourous too. Lots of soundeffect and action pact with surround system(kua zhang la) while she's telling some true incidents. I think all grandmas are cool. I think i should buy the shirt 'Grandma Is Evil' . Yea. She's evil indeed. *winks*
I forgot to mention just now. I was editing my friendster and then thought of 'retarded'. I could call to mind that my grandma actually said she got 'lao-ren-chi-dai-zhen'.
This man came outside my house door and knock loudly. Coco was barking very loudly. I said I don't know who is that and I don't want to open the door because I won't open the door for strangers. I don't know why but I hate the feeling. Grandma was asking who was that at the door, I simply shrugged. She went to the door and said in chinese 'Can I help you? Who are you looking for?' Coco was still barking loudly.
'TING TING! Faster carry coco elsewhere!' shouted Grandma.
I went to carry her and went back to my room.
'What do you want? Who are you finding?' asked Gradma,
'Roy Leong. He suppose to pass to me the check today. The check was delayed for a long time since last year because I lost it' said the man.
'You lost is your problem. Why you have to take it again? He's not in mainland,' said Grandma.
'I know but I came here many times to ask for him. Can you give me his number anot?' said the Man.
Soon, the conversation turned into an arguement.
This man was an ah beng. The man who helped us to transport the furnitures to our this house last year. Dad had gave the cheque to him but the guy lost it. And now he's blaming us that it's our fault and even brought ah beng with full of tatoos to try to threaten and scare my dad. But it doesn't work at all. That day my dad say 'Wha lao eh. This kind of people also got. He lost it and he still want to take the cheque again. And he don't even know whats the check number. How am i suppose to check for my reference? He even brought tatooed ah beng ah.'
Indeed. I sensed something fishy here. Why after 1 year plus then come back? Why lost it already dont come and find us immediately? Weird right?
Back to yesterday's incident.
'GIVE ME HIS NUMBER. I GONNA CALL HIM' shouted the man.
'I CANNOT GIVE YOU HIS NUMBER WITHOUT HIS PERMISSION' Grandma shouted back.
'THEN YOU GO AND CALL HIM NOW. NOW! I WANT TO TALK TO HIM. CALL NOW!'
'Go back la. He's not around. Other time then come back and settle. I don't know anything. Don't ask me for his number. I got Lao Ren Chi Dai Zhen. I don't know anyting.' Shouted grandma.
LOL. She actually told the man that she got lao ren chi dai zhen. LOL. What a funny grandma i got.
'I TELL YOU. ...' shouted the man. And they still talking at the door. I was using the comp.
Few minutes later, grandma shouted back again and then the man went off. GRANDMA, YOU ROCKS! HAHA! YOU'RE THE UNBEATABLE. :D~ I LOVE YOU. HAHA.
When my mom and sis came back, grandma told this incident to them. She told them every single thing had happen include the Lao Ren Chi Dai Zhen. LOLOL.
Sis came to the room and told me. She didn't find that it's funny until she think that twice. You see. Will you say you're a retard when you are involved in a arguement and use it as an excuse for not giving information? Rarely right? Like. 'Hey man. I'm a retard. Don't ask me. I will give you the wrong information' HAHA. this is so cool. Haha!
My sis and I laughed till peng. And she actually told me that grandma had watched the television about 'Symptoms of Lao Ren Chi Dai Zhen'. When she's watching that, she say 'Die already. I think I got lao ren chi dai zhen' Wha lao. Everything also lao ren chi dai zhen. LOL. And last few weeks, she give an excuse that she will get lao ren chi dai zhen if she don't go out. Meaning she's trying to hint my sis to bring her out somewhere as her legs are not strong to walk, she have to be pushed on wheelchair.
Hehe. My grandma is weird. And my mother's side grandma is humourous too. Lots of soundeffect and action pact with surround system(kua zhang la) while she's telling some true incidents. I think all grandmas are cool. I think i should buy the shirt 'Grandma Is Evil' . Yea. She's evil indeed. *winks*
Phew. Finally. I took almost the whole day to edit my blog layout. My IE is getting NUTS! Grr. Slows down my work. Yesterday I've been working out and planning on the layout. Actually it suppose to be those cartoon-style box or something with a little bit of environmental friendly.. or whatever, colour suppose to be shades or grey,red,black and white. My sis said it suck so i decided to change it. I didn't know that the effect will be so much different than before! It reminds me of my mother again. Because she has a similar box like this. Cool. The scroll bar colour sucks! Looks like some kind of muddy pool or something. I can't find a close colour to match with the box! All colours just don't match. So i use this mud instead. Eww. Looks disgusting but I like the feeling. So Milo-ish. Feel like going for a exercise when I look at that. LOL. Mad.
Well. The theme is 'The Box' because I want to keep those stuff i treasure most and not to lose them as I had lost lots of stuff in my life recently. Yup. Not to take things for granted either. Notice the Storage Facts at the side? I want to put in hope in my life. Peace.Joy. Love.. and it's only 24g! Sigh. No love. Not enough love.
Haha! And Hatred - 0g. No negative stuff inside please. I want PBL! Peace Bread Land! lolx!
Oh ya. I had my prelims this week. Totally stressed up. I only sleep 4-5hours a day which is not enough for me. 3 days ago I had a major headache. I couldn't sleep as the excruciating pain is bothering me. I ate 2 panadols and forced myself to sleep. But I couldn't. Damn it. I tried many ways - count sheeps, numbers, multiples of 2, multiples of 3, prime numbers, listening to WKRZ loud using my handphone, staring at ceiling, toss and turn, thinking of him, thinking of some advanture stories which I'm involve in. BUT I just couldn't sleep. The time was.. 4am?! 2 more hours and I need to go school for my exams. Finally, I dozed off. I woke up. Inner body is shivering. Am I hungry? No. The 2 pills of panadols. Acti-Fast. Too strong for me! Geesh.
Yup. 4 more days of prelim and it's done and get prepared for the major exam - 'O' Level. My gosh. Time really flies. After 1mth30days, I will finish my last paper and I'm out of Secondary School. Omg. I'm getting old. Doesn't sounds silly? 16 years old and I said I'm old. What about the people who are 61? Dead already. Living spirits. LOL! So evil.
Haha. I got the mood to blog lately. Maybe because I had forgotten about l.o.v.e. Yea. I don't have feelings for anybody. I gonna be a egoistic person. No No. That's bad.
Ahh. I'm looking outside my window now. The window is just infront of me. It's facing the clouds. When I look at the thick white fluffy clouds, I will think of Stairway To Heaven. Does Heaven exist? If it does, it's probably in the other dimension. Woo. The birds are flying. So cool. How I wish I were them. Lots of freedom.. Just fly up in the sky as you like. No worries. Wake up early to catch the worms. Early bird? Haha! Life stinks. Geesh. I don't know what is the purpose of life. Can anyone tell me? I live to die and die to live. Life is like a cycle...
Okie dookies. I'm gone.
Well. The theme is 'The Box' because I want to keep those stuff i treasure most and not to lose them as I had lost lots of stuff in my life recently. Yup. Not to take things for granted either. Notice the Storage Facts at the side? I want to put in hope in my life. Peace.Joy. Love.. and it's only 24g! Sigh. No love. Not enough love.
Haha! And Hatred - 0g. No negative stuff inside please. I want PBL! Peace Bread Land! lolx!
Oh ya. I had my prelims this week. Totally stressed up. I only sleep 4-5hours a day which is not enough for me. 3 days ago I had a major headache. I couldn't sleep as the excruciating pain is bothering me. I ate 2 panadols and forced myself to sleep. But I couldn't. Damn it. I tried many ways - count sheeps, numbers, multiples of 2, multiples of 3, prime numbers, listening to WKRZ loud using my handphone, staring at ceiling, toss and turn, thinking of him, thinking of some advanture stories which I'm involve in. BUT I just couldn't sleep. The time was.. 4am?! 2 more hours and I need to go school for my exams. Finally, I dozed off. I woke up. Inner body is shivering. Am I hungry? No. The 2 pills of panadols. Acti-Fast. Too strong for me! Geesh.
Yup. 4 more days of prelim and it's done and get prepared for the major exam - 'O' Level. My gosh. Time really flies. After 1mth30days, I will finish my last paper and I'm out of Secondary School. Omg. I'm getting old. Doesn't sounds silly? 16 years old and I said I'm old. What about the people who are 61? Dead already. Living spirits. LOL! So evil.
Haha. I got the mood to blog lately. Maybe because I had forgotten about l.o.v.e. Yea. I don't have feelings for anybody. I gonna be a egoistic person. No No. That's bad.
Ahh. I'm looking outside my window now. The window is just infront of me. It's facing the clouds. When I look at the thick white fluffy clouds, I will think of Stairway To Heaven. Does Heaven exist? If it does, it's probably in the other dimension. Woo. The birds are flying. So cool. How I wish I were them. Lots of freedom.. Just fly up in the sky as you like. No worries. Wake up early to catch the worms. Early bird? Haha! Life stinks. Geesh. I don't know what is the purpose of life. Can anyone tell me? I live to die and die to live. Life is like a cycle...
Okie dookies. I'm gone.
** Friday, September 17, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
...
assholic days. a lot of things happened lately. a lot! all happen too sudden. i don't even know whats happening. life real sucks. i decided to blog again because IM LONELY. argh!
i hate this feeling. everything seem to be GONE and leave me alone in the world?! what are friends for man. Thinking that you have lots of friends but actually you only have their shell. for decoration. give u self-contentment to think that u have friends. don't be afraid. but WRONG. what the hell. even if they are busy. ALL OF THEM?! AT ONE SHOT? FOR DAYS?! Damn it. Now, i don't even want love and friends.
darn it. i'm bored. hp can throw away already. nobody will sms me at all. not even family members. what the hell. it's always i'm the one who take the initiative to call them or start a conversation. .................. no comments for this. i realised my life is so pathetic. everyone is gone. even my love one. guess i'm the only one pity myself. sigh.
don't even wanna think about it. i screwed everything up. ALL. everything! whats up with me man. i don't even know what am i thinking, what am i doing or whats happening?! i just do things blindly, without thinking. it's like a drunken woman in a unconscious state, telling people news and details. everything may be false, rumours, don't know whats happening. even things are untrue/doesn't happen at all also say it out. argh. damn.
i just wanna break down and cry. shout it out everything. but i dont have the chance. why? why now? the most important period - exams. damn it. am i dreaming? am i in a nightmare?! when can i wake up from this dream? am i really in reality? sometimes i'm thinking.. maybe what i'm living now is my dream and what i dream is my reality. i don't know..
i slept just now. had a dream. very realistic. dreams can't be controlled. i also don't know why i dreamt of ego. one is few days ago. now the second one. it's like a episode. continue from the first story. he told me sorry of what he had done. i was surprised! and we meet up to talk. and some stuff happen. when i woke up, it's only a dream. damn it. .....
wkrz playing 'you should really know' now. the opposite version of 'i don't wanna know' -_-
what's love man.
i realised few days ago. i haven't change all these years. i thought i did. but i didn't. nonsense. i'm still a childish and stubborn girl. argh. therefore, target 1st Jan 2005. to change my life. my style. everything. attitude. character. ALL! argh. -_-
assholic days. a lot of things happened lately. a lot! all happen too sudden. i don't even know whats happening. life real sucks. i decided to blog again because IM LONELY. argh!
i hate this feeling. everything seem to be GONE and leave me alone in the world?! what are friends for man. Thinking that you have lots of friends but actually you only have their shell. for decoration. give u self-contentment to think that u have friends. don't be afraid. but WRONG. what the hell. even if they are busy. ALL OF THEM?! AT ONE SHOT? FOR DAYS?! Damn it. Now, i don't even want love and friends.
darn it. i'm bored. hp can throw away already. nobody will sms me at all. not even family members. what the hell. it's always i'm the one who take the initiative to call them or start a conversation. .................. no comments for this. i realised my life is so pathetic. everyone is gone. even my love one. guess i'm the only one pity myself. sigh.
don't even wanna think about it. i screwed everything up. ALL. everything! whats up with me man. i don't even know what am i thinking, what am i doing or whats happening?! i just do things blindly, without thinking. it's like a drunken woman in a unconscious state, telling people news and details. everything may be false, rumours, don't know whats happening. even things are untrue/doesn't happen at all also say it out. argh. damn.
i just wanna break down and cry. shout it out everything. but i dont have the chance. why? why now? the most important period - exams. damn it. am i dreaming? am i in a nightmare?! when can i wake up from this dream? am i really in reality? sometimes i'm thinking.. maybe what i'm living now is my dream and what i dream is my reality. i don't know..
i slept just now. had a dream. very realistic. dreams can't be controlled. i also don't know why i dreamt of ego. one is few days ago. now the second one. it's like a episode. continue from the first story. he told me sorry of what he had done. i was surprised! and we meet up to talk. and some stuff happen. when i woke up, it's only a dream. damn it. .....
wkrz playing 'you should really know' now. the opposite version of 'i don't wanna know' -_-
what's love man.
i realised few days ago. i haven't change all these years. i thought i did. but i didn't. nonsense. i'm still a childish and stubborn girl. argh. therefore, target 1st Jan 2005. to change my life. my style. everything. attitude. character. ALL! argh. -_-
** Monday, September 06, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
butt hurts.
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa. I don't know what else should I post actually. My favourate phrase now is 'NONSENSE!' Yea. I'm weird actually. All because of yesterday's comp. incident, I started to use that word.
I'm SO HONOURED! HEHE!
(._. ) ( ._.) ('-' ) ( '-') (-_-) says:
hmm i have 4-5 mei before
(._. ) ( ._.) ('-' ) ( '-') (-_-) says:
u are the best
Awwww. I just don't know why. The day I first know him in IRC, we just click. And it's already 4 years.. Time flies.. I really missed those days. Those sec 1-2 times.. Sigh.. Geesh. I'm getting emotional now.
I felt the heavy feeling in my heart again. I'm still confused. I know that I just don't know. He told me that he wanted to get out of this triangle love. I know what he meant by that. He wanted a FF r/s than a LL r/s now. And I need to help him maintain it. After that. Somehow, somewhat.. I have nothing to say to him anymore. It's hard for me to think that he's a normal friend. I'm sort of confused of what am I thinking now. I don't know what is he thinking about. It hurts me. But I mustn't felt this way. I suck. I can't even control my feelings. And I don't even know what I want. Am I just cheating myself? Or cheating others?! I tried to talk to him via sms. He doesn't seemed to be.. reacting what i said? I don't know. I'm lost. Lost soul..
[[ And She will be loved. ]]
*WKRZ radio playing Web - Mornings*
Why? Why it has to play it now? It always the case when you're talking bout something sad, the song which reminded you of that will play somewhere on tv.. radio.. etc.
Sigh. I felt like going to the beach and shout it out. I want to see him. No No. I can't. What am I thinking about? Oh my god. *take in deep breath*
Ok. I downloaded Dou Yu OST. I wanted to get that Bu Gong Ping or Breathe Again midi. I couldn't find it. Shucks.
It's been 5hours. I haven't have a message from him yet. Should I take the initiative first? Or wait? I think I'll wait. Argh. So indecisive. Darn it.
[[ Believe me. ]]
Just now I went to Ivy's blog. I was shocked. PORNY STARRY. Haha. What nonense is that. Blahh. I wanted change the layout soon but I don't have the time to do it! Man. Oh well. Wednesday we are having our CIP at Pasir Ris Park. Hope everything goes smoothly. I'm going somewhere. I don't know. Maybe isolate myself....
Oh well.... I miss you badly.
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa. I don't know what else should I post actually. My favourate phrase now is 'NONSENSE!' Yea. I'm weird actually. All because of yesterday's comp. incident, I started to use that word.
I'm SO HONOURED! HEHE!
(._. ) ( ._.) ('-' ) ( '-') (-_-) says:
hmm i have 4-5 mei before
(._. ) ( ._.) ('-' ) ( '-') (-_-) says:
u are the best
Awwww. I just don't know why. The day I first know him in IRC, we just click. And it's already 4 years.. Time flies.. I really missed those days. Those sec 1-2 times.. Sigh.. Geesh. I'm getting emotional now.
I felt the heavy feeling in my heart again. I'm still confused. I know that I just don't know. He told me that he wanted to get out of this triangle love. I know what he meant by that. He wanted a FF r/s than a LL r/s now. And I need to help him maintain it. After that. Somehow, somewhat.. I have nothing to say to him anymore. It's hard for me to think that he's a normal friend. I'm sort of confused of what am I thinking now. I don't know what is he thinking about. It hurts me. But I mustn't felt this way. I suck. I can't even control my feelings. And I don't even know what I want. Am I just cheating myself? Or cheating others?! I tried to talk to him via sms. He doesn't seemed to be.. reacting what i said? I don't know. I'm lost. Lost soul..
[[ And She will be loved. ]]
*WKRZ radio playing Web - Mornings*
Why? Why it has to play it now? It always the case when you're talking bout something sad, the song which reminded you of that will play somewhere on tv.. radio.. etc.
Sigh. I felt like going to the beach and shout it out. I want to see him. No No. I can't. What am I thinking about? Oh my god. *take in deep breath*
Ok. I downloaded Dou Yu OST. I wanted to get that Bu Gong Ping or Breathe Again midi. I couldn't find it. Shucks.
It's been 5hours. I haven't have a message from him yet. Should I take the initiative first? Or wait? I think I'll wait. Argh. So indecisive. Darn it.
[[ Believe me. ]]
Just now I went to Ivy's blog. I was shocked. PORNY STARRY. Haha. What nonense is that. Blahh. I wanted change the layout soon but I don't have the time to do it! Man. Oh well. Wednesday we are having our CIP at Pasir Ris Park. Hope everything goes smoothly. I'm going somewhere. I don't know. Maybe isolate myself....
Oh well.... I miss you badly.
** Wednesday, September 01, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
uhh.
hits head. i don't know. argh. my brain was overloaded with lots of stuff. 1)my galfriends faces 2)physics formulas 3)mom 4)school 5)him 6)computer 7)tired 8)past thoughts 9)myself 10)dog 11)thinking of blogging 12)irc 13)other friends 14)thinking of enjoying after exams 15)still tired 16)damn tired 17)im stressed 18) .. lots 19) lots more
ok. lots more. it's flooding my brain now. i just had 4.5hrs of physics revision. did 4chapters of physics tys. the only thing which kept on repeating in my mind is V=IR and P=IV..v=2d/t..E=I²RT...E=V²/R.. argh. whatever. i wasn't resting my eye at all. since 10am. i woke up. did tys..... sms.. eat a little. but im hungry. maybe i'll be cooking udon miso soup. hmm.
yesterday i met my old friends. wow. no teachers can recognise me. am i change for the worst or best? john,aaron,crystal,yuying and i went to town. just did some window shopping. im broke okay. and we wanted to go back, mrt broke down or due to some accident, the train from queenstown towards pasir ris/changi cannot be used. so everyone was stuck there. thank god i stay up there(north). i was suppose to goto TCS for daimoku kai but i made mom and sis to take the trouble to goto yck and fetch me. sheesh. a little guilty. we didnt go for our meeting.
arghhh. my eye hurts. damn it. but things still going in and out of my brain. once it gets in, it went out and i totally forgot about it. arghhhh. okayy. i think i stop here. gonna take a rest, eat and start cracking again. sigh. life suck. dd need to goto singapore discovery centre for some SAF thingy. HAHA. this is soooo cool. and they have to wear their No.4 there. WOW WOW WOW. sounds like a kid excursion to some kiddy place with uniform. and its army uni. ahhh ahhahahaa. i told him that i rather bite my tongue instantly and die than going there! hahahah! awww. pity him. at least life at home studying wasn't that bad. NAH.. maybe not. i rather go NS than taking Os. haha. kay kay kay. gottaaa goo.
misss all offff uu.. im nuts now. screweddd in my brain...!~
hits head. i don't know. argh. my brain was overloaded with lots of stuff. 1)my galfriends faces 2)physics formulas 3)mom 4)school 5)him 6)computer 7)tired 8)past thoughts 9)myself 10)dog 11)thinking of blogging 12)irc 13)other friends 14)thinking of enjoying after exams 15)still tired 16)damn tired 17)im stressed 18) .. lots 19) lots more
ok. lots more. it's flooding my brain now. i just had 4.5hrs of physics revision. did 4chapters of physics tys. the only thing which kept on repeating in my mind is V=IR and P=IV..v=2d/t..E=I²RT...E=V²/R.. argh. whatever. i wasn't resting my eye at all. since 10am. i woke up. did tys..... sms.. eat a little. but im hungry. maybe i'll be cooking udon miso soup. hmm.
yesterday i met my old friends. wow. no teachers can recognise me. am i change for the worst or best? john,aaron,crystal,yuying and i went to town. just did some window shopping. im broke okay. and we wanted to go back, mrt broke down or due to some accident, the train from queenstown towards pasir ris/changi cannot be used. so everyone was stuck there. thank god i stay up there(north). i was suppose to goto TCS for daimoku kai but i made mom and sis to take the trouble to goto yck and fetch me. sheesh. a little guilty. we didnt go for our meeting.
arghhh. my eye hurts. damn it. but things still going in and out of my brain. once it gets in, it went out and i totally forgot about it. arghhhh. okayy. i think i stop here. gonna take a rest, eat and start cracking again. sigh. life suck. dd need to goto singapore discovery centre for some SAF thingy. HAHA. this is soooo cool. and they have to wear their No.4 there. WOW WOW WOW. sounds like a kid excursion to some kiddy place with uniform. and its army uni. ahhh ahhahahaa. i told him that i rather bite my tongue instantly and die than going there! hahahah! awww. pity him. at least life at home studying wasn't that bad. NAH.. maybe not. i rather go NS than taking Os. haha. kay kay kay. gottaaa goo.
misss all offff uu.. im nuts now. screweddd in my brain...!~