** Monday, March 29, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
sad.
okay. not in the mood. I'll explain later. Well, i very shag day indeed. In the morning we having Fire Emergency Drill in school. The school field is freaking hot. I think i turned tan already. Sighs. Finished school at 12noon+. Medik,Betty,Melissa,Mark and I went to LJS after school. Didn't eat becuase too full? Ate during the 8.50am recess. Haha. Then we planned what to do later. Due to the freaking hot weather, we decided to go Betty's house for a swim.
Yea. Betty and I went to Medik's house first. Watched Scary Movie Disc 1 and ate marcoroni. Yum. Went out of the house at around 1pm+ almost 2. Took a bus to betty house. Coincidently, we met Betty's sister. Walk back to her house and prepare everything for the swim. Went for the swim for more than half an hour. Then we goto the toilet and apply cocoa butter and conditioner. Asked the security guard to switch on the sauna heater. Then we took around 35min inside the sauna. After that, we felt a little slim? Ok. just a feeling anyway. Physically, we are not. lol. We took a shower and packed every stuff and went back to Betty's house.
Yup. Ate ice cream. What a nice day. We continued our Scary Movie Disc 2. Not long after, we decided to play pool at the lobby. $1 per game. Cool. Played 3 rounds only becuase I was late for HOME. Taught Betty how to play. Need more practice yea. Don't get demoralised! Hur. Anyway my skill is a little better. Hope i can do even better! Lost to Medik at the last round. Maybe luck?(trying to console myself? well. don't know? lol) Maybe she pro-er than me. lol. But still there is room for improvement. Hehe!
Went back at 8.50pm. Medik and me walked out to the main road ourselves. We held hands? (opps.) Looking at Orion. Stars. Blah. Talking along the way. Went to take bus 81. One guy looked exactly like Medik's friend! Hmm.. Almost everyone on earth looks like her friend? Or you will always hear her saying 'hey. i know that guy/girl. somewhere. was it my primary school friend? at my workplace? same kindergarten? or or. . ..' Erm. Okay. Nothing to say. Who ask her circle of friends is so big! Not like mine. Lonely =( lol. Maybe i don't even take the initiative to keep in touch with my old friends. lol.
Mom was nagging on me in the phone when i picked up. uhh. Whatever. I know it's my own good but. Really, i'm damn slack. I need someone to motivate me again! Sighs! Anyone anyone? =( Don't feel like going school that kind of feeling. Thinking that everything is over. Feel so great to enjoy myself. Hehe. Well. He again. Angry with me because i said i gonna call him after i finish around 4pm+ cuz i say we wont take that long but we didn't expect we DID it so long. Ok. I'm a liar. Sorry. One thing you said that everything i always do with friends but not you. But well, you have school till 4pm. But i finished today at 12. Obviously i will just go for a swim first right. I can't call you go there becuase the mother is strict. And becuase it's always we have alot of time we go do such stuff. And this one also don't cost much money. But anyway my fault okay? Mom already nag at me. I don't know when is the next time to have fun again. Sorry. After exams to pay back all these years. I'm Sorry.
Dui Bu Qi.
okay. not in the mood. I'll explain later. Well, i very shag day indeed. In the morning we having Fire Emergency Drill in school. The school field is freaking hot. I think i turned tan already. Sighs. Finished school at 12noon+. Medik,Betty,Melissa,Mark and I went to LJS after school. Didn't eat becuase too full? Ate during the 8.50am recess. Haha. Then we planned what to do later. Due to the freaking hot weather, we decided to go Betty's house for a swim.
Yea. Betty and I went to Medik's house first. Watched Scary Movie Disc 1 and ate marcoroni. Yum. Went out of the house at around 1pm+ almost 2. Took a bus to betty house. Coincidently, we met Betty's sister. Walk back to her house and prepare everything for the swim. Went for the swim for more than half an hour. Then we goto the toilet and apply cocoa butter and conditioner. Asked the security guard to switch on the sauna heater. Then we took around 35min inside the sauna. After that, we felt a little slim? Ok. just a feeling anyway. Physically, we are not. lol. We took a shower and packed every stuff and went back to Betty's house.
Yup. Ate ice cream. What a nice day. We continued our Scary Movie Disc 2. Not long after, we decided to play pool at the lobby. $1 per game. Cool. Played 3 rounds only becuase I was late for HOME. Taught Betty how to play. Need more practice yea. Don't get demoralised! Hur. Anyway my skill is a little better. Hope i can do even better! Lost to Medik at the last round. Maybe luck?(trying to console myself? well. don't know? lol) Maybe she pro-er than me. lol. But still there is room for improvement. Hehe!
Went back at 8.50pm. Medik and me walked out to the main road ourselves. We held hands? (opps.) Looking at Orion. Stars. Blah. Talking along the way. Went to take bus 81. One guy looked exactly like Medik's friend! Hmm.. Almost everyone on earth looks like her friend? Or you will always hear her saying 'hey. i know that guy/girl. somewhere. was it my primary school friend? at my workplace? same kindergarten? or or. . ..' Erm. Okay. Nothing to say. Who ask her circle of friends is so big! Not like mine. Lonely =( lol. Maybe i don't even take the initiative to keep in touch with my old friends. lol.
Mom was nagging on me in the phone when i picked up. uhh. Whatever. I know it's my own good but. Really, i'm damn slack. I need someone to motivate me again! Sighs! Anyone anyone? =( Don't feel like going school that kind of feeling. Thinking that everything is over. Feel so great to enjoy myself. Hehe. Well. He again. Angry with me because i said i gonna call him after i finish around 4pm+ cuz i say we wont take that long but we didn't expect we DID it so long. Ok. I'm a liar. Sorry. One thing you said that everything i always do with friends but not you. But well, you have school till 4pm. But i finished today at 12. Obviously i will just go for a swim first right. I can't call you go there becuase the mother is strict. And becuase it's always we have alot of time we go do such stuff. And this one also don't cost much money. But anyway my fault okay? Mom already nag at me. I don't know when is the next time to have fun again. Sorry. After exams to pay back all these years. I'm Sorry.
Dui Bu Qi.
** Sunday, March 28, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
Engross to Discovery Channel
Oh. Yea. Discovery Channel Rocks! I just seen 2 programmes not long ago. One is about Space. In billion years from now, Earth is going to melt by the Sun. Okay. The most interesting one is about Reincarnation. Scientist want to prove that this really occurs. There were 3 examples they shown us. One is a very young boy who claim himself that he is the father of his father(which is the boy's grandfather). But one thing is, the grandfather died one year before he was born. When the boy is 1 year old, the father help him to change the nappy. After changing, the son told to his father,"When I was a father like you, I used to change your nappy when you are young". The father was shocked after hearing that. Then, the boy began talking about his past memories. He said that he did played with his father last time(He was playing with his son). When they gave the boy a picture of his grandfather when he was young, he was rather happy and pointed out to a guy and said,"Hey, there it is. Me!" The parents were rather worried becuase he was right. The boy said that he died in hospital. And when he died, god gave him a card to come back. And he did took the card. The parents said that their father died in the hospital. And which it was true!
Another case is, a girl in Sri Lanka. She had memories of her past life. She said she was drown in the river. And told her parents she don't feel very close where she living in. She knew the places she been last time. They refer to one of those research of reincarnation. They slowly went to ask her in detailed. And they went to find the incident she describe in the newspaper last time. In just a few days. The girl's family received a letter from the girl's past life family. The girl's father was shocked. She beg her family to see her past life's family. If not, she will run away from home. Soon, the researcher brought her to her homeplace. Immediately she reached, she could recognise her past life's parents. Cool isn't it? She went into the house, she saw her past life's picture. She knew it was her. She felt very confortable in that place. She bought the researcher around her place and the place she died. The past life's mother said that she had a daughter who is very obedient and one day she bought her brother to a river and play, she didn't come back. The next day, the mother found out that she died of drowning. Everything the girl describe was very true. haha! Can't you imagine? You died and you able to see your past life's parents and relatives! It's so cool and weird.
The other boy is 3years old. He said that he was a police officer. One fine day in the shop, many robbers came in and ask him to freeze. Took the money and shot him before he go. And he died. And his mother said that his father who is a police officer and died of a gun shot few years back and died in a shop. True isn't it? And the son have heart problem, having many stitches at his heart. and he's only 3years old?! Probably is because of his past life's gun shot affect his heart on the right. and the lungs too.
Nice show~
And i just watched the strike in Taiwan. Uhh. Nothing to say for it. =/
Oh. Yea. Discovery Channel Rocks! I just seen 2 programmes not long ago. One is about Space. In billion years from now, Earth is going to melt by the Sun. Okay. The most interesting one is about Reincarnation. Scientist want to prove that this really occurs. There were 3 examples they shown us. One is a very young boy who claim himself that he is the father of his father(which is the boy's grandfather). But one thing is, the grandfather died one year before he was born. When the boy is 1 year old, the father help him to change the nappy. After changing, the son told to his father,"When I was a father like you, I used to change your nappy when you are young". The father was shocked after hearing that. Then, the boy began talking about his past memories. He said that he did played with his father last time(He was playing with his son). When they gave the boy a picture of his grandfather when he was young, he was rather happy and pointed out to a guy and said,"Hey, there it is. Me!" The parents were rather worried becuase he was right. The boy said that he died in hospital. And when he died, god gave him a card to come back. And he did took the card. The parents said that their father died in the hospital. And which it was true!
Another case is, a girl in Sri Lanka. She had memories of her past life. She said she was drown in the river. And told her parents she don't feel very close where she living in. She knew the places she been last time. They refer to one of those research of reincarnation. They slowly went to ask her in detailed. And they went to find the incident she describe in the newspaper last time. In just a few days. The girl's family received a letter from the girl's past life family. The girl's father was shocked. She beg her family to see her past life's family. If not, she will run away from home. Soon, the researcher brought her to her homeplace. Immediately she reached, she could recognise her past life's parents. Cool isn't it? She went into the house, she saw her past life's picture. She knew it was her. She felt very confortable in that place. She bought the researcher around her place and the place she died. The past life's mother said that she had a daughter who is very obedient and one day she bought her brother to a river and play, she didn't come back. The next day, the mother found out that she died of drowning. Everything the girl describe was very true. haha! Can't you imagine? You died and you able to see your past life's parents and relatives! It's so cool and weird.
The other boy is 3years old. He said that he was a police officer. One fine day in the shop, many robbers came in and ask him to freeze. Took the money and shot him before he go. And he died. And his mother said that his father who is a police officer and died of a gun shot few years back and died in a shop. True isn't it? And the son have heart problem, having many stitches at his heart. and he's only 3years old?! Probably is because of his past life's gun shot affect his heart on the right. and the lungs too.
Nice show~
And i just watched the strike in Taiwan. Uhh. Nothing to say for it. =/
Currently Feeling* ... .. .
Okay. Sat? oh yesterday. Didn't blog becayse i was busy? Erm. What did i do yesterday? Oh. I was had my English CT @ 7.30am sharp in the classroom. Met Betty and Medik at the bustop and walked to school. First thing we saw is: Mr Rangit Singh. Man. He looked like a 'ah-beng' wearing casual clothes and its tucked-out! and take a small backpack and carry it using a arm. Cool. He's been talking about homos since Tuesday. He couldn't stop talking about it till end of this year i guess. That's what Medik told me about the Sec4 class last year that Singh taught them before. O well. We went up to class and realised alot of them were late. Many of them did not bring their TYS. Mr Singh said,"Hey. I told you to bring it and you all knew that it's on the TYS. What the hell is this? I don't care what you gonna do. You just sit there quietly and SHUT UP. I don't want to hear anything from you. Pass it up on next Monday. The rest of you, just do your work. I WANT graveyard silence!"
Duh. We did our test halfway and KS came it late. With a pile of photocopied TYS questions. Mr Singh seemed to ignore KS? Hmm. Mark distributed them to those who didn't have it. Ending up, Mr Singh said he going to give them another half an hour to do it. Haha! We finished them and went out of class. Medik had her speech day reherseal after that. I went to DD house.
We played GB. Thanks dd. Learnt some stuff already. But i still quite newbie in that. Slept. i slept because I'm angry! Becuase all those mates that decided to go play pool after the CT and said gonna meet in the noon. That includes Medik. And Ending up one by one say don't wanna go, all back out! So, wasting my whole lots of sms to those feaking people who are not Steady enough, I went to sleep and forget about everything. Haha! Woke up at 2pm. He called me up and said that they going for a lunch. I felt so sticky, went to bath and get ready to go out.
We went to the MacDonalds at near Interchange/CPF Building. And I'm very disappointed with Medik because she say she going to call me for a moment, i went to call back and her sister answered. She said she was sleeping. What the hell? Never Mind. I from today onwards i never want to go any outings until they very sure about it and how many people are going. Ate finished, say goodbye to mom and cousin. Went to TM and checked the movie time. Ahh. So late. So decided to go Orchard instead. Bought a magazine and headed to the train station.
Finally, we reached Orchard station. Went to Borders. Went to Heeren, went to cineleisure, went to Taka. Okay. Not so many places becuase i gotta go at 6pm. And he have to go home at 6.30pm. I forgot that my mom called me at 5.30pm. And she told me that I can't contact her from that hour onwards so i have to teach YCK station by 6pm. Oh my god. I left Orchard at 6.15pm and reached YCK 6.30pm sharp. haha! Oh well. went home after that.
What a boring saturday. :(
As for today, I woke up at 12.15pm becuase of the CNA News about Japan Hour. Hey, that's so cool.It showed us the Japan Sea and the houses. The food, the hot spring, it made me think of those games you played. (Haha! Pokemon.) Those times i was slacking at home(Primary 5/6) as a kid. Carefree. Sighs. I feel like going to Tokyo now. Probably I will go end of this year. Yup. My wish. Okay. It's already 3pm now. Hate Sunday. I don't know why the time flies so fast especially on Sundays. .\ /.+
I need to help the 4 girls to do CME project? What the fuck? All of their computers crashed. -_- What's wrong with the computers these days. I been hearing my mates saying "I can't go to the internet! My computer have virus. My computer crashed. My windows crashed." -__- Never mind. At least mine survive. Great isn't it? Hur. Okay. gotta go do the damn CME project now. Ciaos.
Hate Sundays! .\ /.+
Okay. Sat? oh yesterday. Didn't blog becayse i was busy? Erm. What did i do yesterday? Oh. I was had my English CT @ 7.30am sharp in the classroom. Met Betty and Medik at the bustop and walked to school. First thing we saw is: Mr Rangit Singh. Man. He looked like a 'ah-beng' wearing casual clothes and its tucked-out! and take a small backpack and carry it using a arm. Cool. He's been talking about homos since Tuesday. He couldn't stop talking about it till end of this year i guess. That's what Medik told me about the Sec4 class last year that Singh taught them before. O well. We went up to class and realised alot of them were late. Many of them did not bring their TYS. Mr Singh said,"Hey. I told you to bring it and you all knew that it's on the TYS. What the hell is this? I don't care what you gonna do. You just sit there quietly and SHUT UP. I don't want to hear anything from you. Pass it up on next Monday. The rest of you, just do your work. I WANT graveyard silence!"
Duh. We did our test halfway and KS came it late. With a pile of photocopied TYS questions. Mr Singh seemed to ignore KS? Hmm. Mark distributed them to those who didn't have it. Ending up, Mr Singh said he going to give them another half an hour to do it. Haha! We finished them and went out of class. Medik had her speech day reherseal after that. I went to DD house.
We played GB. Thanks dd. Learnt some stuff already. But i still quite newbie in that. Slept. i slept because I'm angry! Becuase all those mates that decided to go play pool after the CT and said gonna meet in the noon. That includes Medik. And Ending up one by one say don't wanna go, all back out! So, wasting my whole lots of sms to those feaking people who are not Steady enough, I went to sleep and forget about everything. Haha! Woke up at 2pm. He called me up and said that they going for a lunch. I felt so sticky, went to bath and get ready to go out.
We went to the MacDonalds at near Interchange/CPF Building. And I'm very disappointed with Medik because she say she going to call me for a moment, i went to call back and her sister answered. She said she was sleeping. What the hell? Never Mind. I from today onwards i never want to go any outings until they very sure about it and how many people are going. Ate finished, say goodbye to mom and cousin. Went to TM and checked the movie time. Ahh. So late. So decided to go Orchard instead. Bought a magazine and headed to the train station.
Finally, we reached Orchard station. Went to Borders. Went to Heeren, went to cineleisure, went to Taka. Okay. Not so many places becuase i gotta go at 6pm. And he have to go home at 6.30pm. I forgot that my mom called me at 5.30pm. And she told me that I can't contact her from that hour onwards so i have to teach YCK station by 6pm. Oh my god. I left Orchard at 6.15pm and reached YCK 6.30pm sharp. haha! Oh well. went home after that.
What a boring saturday. :(
As for today, I woke up at 12.15pm becuase of the CNA News about Japan Hour. Hey, that's so cool.It showed us the Japan Sea and the houses. The food, the hot spring, it made me think of those games you played. (Haha! Pokemon.) Those times i was slacking at home(Primary 5/6) as a kid. Carefree. Sighs. I feel like going to Tokyo now. Probably I will go end of this year. Yup. My wish. Okay. It's already 3pm now. Hate Sunday. I don't know why the time flies so fast especially on Sundays. .\ /.+
I need to help the 4 girls to do CME project? What the fuck? All of their computers crashed. -_- What's wrong with the computers these days. I been hearing my mates saying "I can't go to the internet! My computer have virus. My computer crashed. My windows crashed." -__- Never mind. At least mine survive. Great isn't it? Hur. Okay. gotta go do the damn CME project now. Ciaos.
Hate Sundays! .\ /.+
** Friday, March 26, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
z
okay. changed the picture. just made it this afternoon for the logo Prodigy and the top is 2hours ago? give comment about it please. [@ the tagboard] . ya. and the small words there @ the top pic cant be seen. cuz i enlarge the pic bigger. the uploaded file is much more smaller. my width is too long lol. well. no choice. grrr but it says. Moon Source: DeeDee Telescope. lol. he insisted me to put this. haha. to be proud of. cuz the moon is taken not long ago just now. deedee went to use the digicam and take it from the telescope. nice right. hehee. dun dissapoint him ah.
btw my sis is back. she bought me a Dior wallet. happy. thanks! =)~ oh. and omfg. i diarrohea again! dunno why! HAIS. well. hope i get well soon. gotta go bath. tml have english CT and going to dd hse in the morning and noon go play pool and see what to do after that.. =)~ cyas
okay. changed the picture. just made it this afternoon for the logo Prodigy and the top is 2hours ago? give comment about it please. [@ the tagboard] . ya. and the small words there @ the top pic cant be seen. cuz i enlarge the pic bigger. the uploaded file is much more smaller. my width is too long lol. well. no choice. grrr but it says. Moon Source: DeeDee Telescope. lol. he insisted me to put this. haha. to be proud of. cuz the moon is taken not long ago just now. deedee went to use the digicam and take it from the telescope. nice right. hehee. dun dissapoint him ah.
btw my sis is back. she bought me a Dior wallet. happy. thanks! =)~ oh. and omfg. i diarrohea again! dunno why! HAIS. well. hope i get well soon. gotta go bath. tml have english CT and going to dd hse in the morning and noon go play pool and see what to do after that.. =)~ cyas
** Thursday, March 25, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
ouch
z. okay. my finger hurts. my middle finger! was it i pointed it too much? or is it heavy petting? NO! my grandma asked me to open up the rice cooker and pour the remaining rice inside. and the steam came out when i didnt notice. and OMG. my finger! argh. hurts. o well. anyway i skipped my class today. just becuase of the mother tongue test. but its good yea. mark called me that the test is difficult. so i escaped it. yea. zh didnt go too. lol! well. today having our upper secondary sports heat. suppose to go and run for 2 events. but. WHO CARES about the house man! lol. ah. not a School Lover. heck.
i was quite a little disappointed. cuz dd thought im going school and asked me what time i finished. and well. i didn't go? and. awww. sighs. gonna rot at home. probably reading some of the textbooks yea? One word for my Schoolwork: SUCKS. lol. dropped badly. been slacking at home. mom yesterday said,' How can you suka suka don't want to go?' uhh. i was sitting and drawing my Saturn, ignoring her. bad huh?
i spent more than 1 hour to read a love story just now. hmm. no comments about it. anyway. wanna edit my blog picture soon. fhk it. it suppose to be a clear picture cuz i uploaded it and the size of the picture shrink? and i have to enlarge it and can see the pixels. btw, jay told me that 7200 is out! hur. argh don't wanna mention about phones. broke! =(
z. okay. my finger hurts. my middle finger! was it i pointed it too much? or is it heavy petting? NO! my grandma asked me to open up the rice cooker and pour the remaining rice inside. and the steam came out when i didnt notice. and OMG. my finger! argh. hurts. o well. anyway i skipped my class today. just becuase of the mother tongue test. but its good yea. mark called me that the test is difficult. so i escaped it. yea. zh didnt go too. lol! well. today having our upper secondary sports heat. suppose to go and run for 2 events. but. WHO CARES about the house man! lol. ah. not a School Lover. heck.
i was quite a little disappointed. cuz dd thought im going school and asked me what time i finished. and well. i didn't go? and. awww. sighs. gonna rot at home. probably reading some of the textbooks yea? One word for my Schoolwork: SUCKS. lol. dropped badly. been slacking at home. mom yesterday said,' How can you suka suka don't want to go?' uhh. i was sitting and drawing my Saturn, ignoring her. bad huh?
i spent more than 1 hour to read a love story just now. hmm. no comments about it. anyway. wanna edit my blog picture soon. fhk it. it suppose to be a clear picture cuz i uploaded it and the size of the picture shrink? and i have to enlarge it and can see the pixels. btw, jay told me that 7200 is out! hur. argh don't wanna mention about phones. broke! =(
** Tuesday, March 23, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
happy?
hurhurhur. yea. just to update you all, hes back! =) im glad he does. hehe. he getting nice now. (loveeeee ya always!) anyway, school is getting sucks? oh. no homework. almost everyday. i think. NONE. and its totally slack year for O lvls. no one is prepared yet i suppose. been playing the computer whole day? hur. hot day isnt it? and i was damn hot and stuffy that i don't have the mood to listen to any teacher. oh. and after our POA lesson for the last period. we waited for Dong outside the humanities room. and i was complaining that im hot. (hur im sexy lol) and i say with open arms: 'OH LORD. PLEASE SHOWER US WITH HOLY WATER!' and Dong came and we went for our POA lessons. in just less than 10min, we heard the rain hitting the gound so loudly, and it rained heavily! omg! my stinky mouth! and its the 2nd time! omg. holy mouth? lol ivy scolded me that i bring the rain. -_-
after the lesson, we ran out in the rain. totally drench. fun ya! and we was like almost near TM, suddenly the rain stop. what the fuck? okay. i have nothing to say. we went to TM and wowww. freezeeee. cool man. went to mac and bought sundae. hur. it was such a cold environment at the mac and ironically, we ate ICE CREAM. muahah! we psyco ah. ok. really. believe me you will feel better if you eat ice cream if u feeling cold. btw, Ironical. Singh Favourite word.
hur. speaking of singh, he was talking about Gays in class. all because of tw and simon. simon went to beat tw and ironically, tw went to hug him. omfg. and at the same time, singh came into the class and stare weirdly at tw and just grin. muahah! and from that onwards, he kept on talking about gays and government are open to these very soon cuz of tourism. lol. okay. then around almost 6pm i meet dd. yea. he getting crazy. ok. not as much as me. o.o and i saw the love bite on the neck. HAHA! can peng. like sort of blue black. HAHA. im pro. =x .. kay. wait for him to online and see what else i can do. hur. :)
hurhurhur. yea. just to update you all, hes back! =) im glad he does. hehe. he getting nice now. (loveeeee ya always!) anyway, school is getting sucks? oh. no homework. almost everyday. i think. NONE. and its totally slack year for O lvls. no one is prepared yet i suppose. been playing the computer whole day? hur. hot day isnt it? and i was damn hot and stuffy that i don't have the mood to listen to any teacher. oh. and after our POA lesson for the last period. we waited for Dong outside the humanities room. and i was complaining that im hot. (hur im sexy lol) and i say with open arms: 'OH LORD. PLEASE SHOWER US WITH HOLY WATER!' and Dong came and we went for our POA lessons. in just less than 10min, we heard the rain hitting the gound so loudly, and it rained heavily! omg! my stinky mouth! and its the 2nd time! omg. holy mouth? lol ivy scolded me that i bring the rain. -_-
after the lesson, we ran out in the rain. totally drench. fun ya! and we was like almost near TM, suddenly the rain stop. what the fuck? okay. i have nothing to say. we went to TM and wowww. freezeeee. cool man. went to mac and bought sundae. hur. it was such a cold environment at the mac and ironically, we ate ICE CREAM. muahah! we psyco ah. ok. really. believe me you will feel better if you eat ice cream if u feeling cold. btw, Ironical. Singh Favourite word.
hur. speaking of singh, he was talking about Gays in class. all because of tw and simon. simon went to beat tw and ironically, tw went to hug him. omfg. and at the same time, singh came into the class and stare weirdly at tw and just grin. muahah! and from that onwards, he kept on talking about gays and government are open to these very soon cuz of tourism. lol. okay. then around almost 6pm i meet dd. yea. he getting crazy. ok. not as much as me. o.o and i saw the love bite on the neck. HAHA! can peng. like sort of blue black. HAHA. im pro. =x .. kay. wait for him to online and see what else i can do. hur. :)
** Sunday, March 21, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
still sad.
sighs. its already 3 days. ya. still waiting for you, waiting for you to accept me again by all means... =)
Here is a sweet story which i read today:
My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.
Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.
I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.
"Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered.
He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who can't even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him?
And finally he asked me:" What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him
Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered : "Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind, Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?"
He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My hopes just sank by listening to his response. I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....
My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further.."
This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading. "When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to saved my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.
You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.
You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way.
You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.
You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.
You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand... and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face...
Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. "
My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting... and as I conntinue on reading...
"Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk...
I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....
Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...
That's life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.
Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form.. . flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands... and that's our life...
Love, not words win arguments... Anonymous
sighs. its already 3 days. ya. still waiting for you, waiting for you to accept me again by all means... =)
Here is a sweet story which i read today:
My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.
Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.
I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.
"Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered.
He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who can't even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him?
And finally he asked me:" What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him
Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered : "Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind, Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?"
He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My hopes just sank by listening to his response. I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....
My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further.."
This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading. "When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to saved my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.
You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.
You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way.
You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.
You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.
You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand... and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face...
Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. "
My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting... and as I conntinue on reading...
"Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk...
I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....
Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...
That's life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.
Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form.. . flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands... and that's our life...
Love, not words win arguments... Anonymous
** Friday, March 19, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
sadden
im so bored. life w/o him sucks. boring. no love. the whole day i been sitting in my room. waiting for him. every minute. every second. every hour... sighs. why? why all the sudden like that? the moment i wake up, my heart hurts. the pain couldn't subside. i looked myself in the mirror. my eyes are so sore. real sore. cired alot. sighs. went to school. i don't know whats going on. i couldn't concentrate everything. cant even click well with my buddies. just walking quietly. mark went back with me. taking the same bus. well. he's a real gentleman i can say. not like someone else. he kept waving me goodbye before alighting the bus. and even slow down his footsteps and take a look into the bus. as if like cant bear to part? will you like that? the wound won't seemed to close. the pain is so real. wherever i go. but anyway thanks william to spend these days with me. sorry you must bear the sorrows, the boredness of me. nothing seemed important to me now. money cant buy my love one. i realised money is totally useless. ya.. i dont even feel lk going out these days. even school but. i don't know.. don't have the mood. but im forcing myself. putting on a mask infront of everyone. that includes my smile, my laughter. the real weak me. i think of wherever i go, i can't stop thinking of you. it's driving me crazy. i been rotting infront of the computer. staring at your nick in MSN. listening to songs you sent to me, the songs that make me think of you. sighs. i really don't know what to do. nothing can cheer me up. only you. i don't care whether how childish i sound, how stupid i am. but as long to get you back. . oh god. tears falling from my eye. i have nothing much to say. im too lost for words. there are many things i wanna tell you. but i cant put it into words. its my feelings. sighs. my friends were so caring. asking what happen to me. why am i so sad. but i just ignore everything. i dont feel like talking to anyone. only you. even if you don't want me anymore, you will still at the bottom of my heart forever. i will remember you. but somehow. i wish you will be back. start all over again. but i doubt you will. everything is my fault. it lies on me. right? like what u said. everything. is all me. okay... .. .
sorry. i have nothing to say. and thats all. good luck. god bless. bye.
im so bored. life w/o him sucks. boring. no love. the whole day i been sitting in my room. waiting for him. every minute. every second. every hour... sighs. why? why all the sudden like that? the moment i wake up, my heart hurts. the pain couldn't subside. i looked myself in the mirror. my eyes are so sore. real sore. cired alot. sighs. went to school. i don't know whats going on. i couldn't concentrate everything. cant even click well with my buddies. just walking quietly. mark went back with me. taking the same bus. well. he's a real gentleman i can say. not like someone else. he kept waving me goodbye before alighting the bus. and even slow down his footsteps and take a look into the bus. as if like cant bear to part? will you like that? the wound won't seemed to close. the pain is so real. wherever i go. but anyway thanks william to spend these days with me. sorry you must bear the sorrows, the boredness of me. nothing seemed important to me now. money cant buy my love one. i realised money is totally useless. ya.. i dont even feel lk going out these days. even school but. i don't know.. don't have the mood. but im forcing myself. putting on a mask infront of everyone. that includes my smile, my laughter. the real weak me. i think of wherever i go, i can't stop thinking of you. it's driving me crazy. i been rotting infront of the computer. staring at your nick in MSN. listening to songs you sent to me, the songs that make me think of you. sighs. i really don't know what to do. nothing can cheer me up. only you. i don't care whether how childish i sound, how stupid i am. but as long to get you back. . oh god. tears falling from my eye. i have nothing much to say. im too lost for words. there are many things i wanna tell you. but i cant put it into words. its my feelings. sighs. my friends were so caring. asking what happen to me. why am i so sad. but i just ignore everything. i dont feel like talking to anyone. only you. even if you don't want me anymore, you will still at the bottom of my heart forever. i will remember you. but somehow. i wish you will be back. start all over again. but i doubt you will. everything is my fault. it lies on me. right? like what u said. everything. is all me. okay... .. .
sorry. i have nothing to say. and thats all. good luck. god bless. bye.
** Tuesday, March 16, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
shag
okay. this is the bad day. omg. fell 3 times?! and i didnt cook again! my aunt came over to my house and cook i think. fhuk. guilty. but. i wanted to cook! the rain stop me. ok. let me blog from the start from what i did yea? ;/
hmm. my alarm clock rang. its 6.30am. argh! early. but no choice. hafta meet my girlfriends at 8. but i slept againa nd set my alarm clock to 7am. well. it didnt wake me up. medick smsed me and woke me up instead. i drag myself and took a shower. okay. nice hot shower. and mom fetch me at the 27bus stop there. reached the stop at tampines at 8.05am++ ? omg the bus was crowded. errr. waited for bus 15. go marine parade and walk to ECP. and it was like almost lost the way. it started to drizzle already! but in my mind i chanted. and tada! we enjoyed ourselves before it rains. okay. we change to our skates at 1 shelter and went to the Mac to eat breakfast. oh. medick's handsum friend work there. lol. happy ah? ;/ and i realised that 2 guy in mac were looking at me before we went out. omg. shy* serious. not i bhb or what. they looked at me! oh. maybe im a ugly girl.. =( then. we skate around. went to the skate park beside a skate shop? put or stuff there in the locker and skate.
omg. a instructor. teaching those people arnd their 20s. and PRO. argh!!! saded. see them made us demoralised. so we decided to skate along the track. okay. before that we bought a bottle of water at the shop there. oh. the boss. hes nice. lol. funny. we didnt talk much until later on. went to skate and medick fell! argh! poor her. she fell 3 times like that already? and i fell 2 times. because of training on the turning part. and. erm. lost my balance when i tried to make bigger steps. grr. o well. at least i fell gracefully yea? ;x we went back to the shop in the end and bought a bigger bottle. ok. from this onwards, we talk to that guy at the shop. lol. chatted? oh. he said. 'lol. the 3 girls struggling.' wha kao. tio suan. lol. ok. trying to say us we suck in skate. lol. well. ok la. not that bad ma. (lol. encouraging myself) who ask him so pro ;x okay. then then. got one time. i trying to go up the slope near the shop. then medick pulling behind me. and and.. she say 'ahaha. that guy very handsome' all of the sudden my leg really cramp. hey . serious. not taking advantage ah! the 2 girls thought i act. eeek. but really pain ah. since morning. and till now. the bonee. arghh. then then. i say 'helppp. cramp. anyone ?!' then that handsome guy come to me and hold my hands and pull me up the slope. ahhh!! lol. shy ahh.. dare not to look at his face. =x kekekeke. (ahaha. sorry dd. :P)
then then. we went into the shop. blow infront of the fan. then medick say wanna go skate. so she skate alone. den me and betty in shop. exploring everything. hockey! and all those stuff displaying on the shelf. trying out the hockey gloves and the bag. hey the bag. $59 i think. nice. clive brand. can put skates one. kekeke. i think i gonna buy there. make sure we get discount! :P then then. that 2 damn pro guys from the skate park came in. one is steven and one is eric. lol! know alot of ppl liao. all so pro! arghh!! me and betty chat with them. eek. lk suaning us lk dat. and i always do 'eeeek' they also copy me. wha lao =x funny ah they all. grrr. lol. then then. me and betty join in with medick. playing at the skate park again. a cat! lol. that cat damn funny. walking around in the skate park. and people almost knock onto him(hey i know it. betty saw his penis! ;x) then then. that cat jump up the bench and sleep there. and people cannot sit downa h. medick cant brake and need to hold on the railings behind the bench. and the cat is infront of her. whaha. funny ah. the cat is sort of sibei extra there. lol!. and oh. another pro guy. in white? z he taught us how to move backwards. lol. ok. thanks! learnt new stuff today. :) at least a slight achievement. *evil* heheheh.. one step foward to Pro in Skate. LOL. ok. i suck. =( then then. kept training till leg pain ah. been teaching medick how to turn. but arghh. why cannot. hmm. never mind. take time ok! i yesterday train on that and i fall! lol. yea. like what medick say. you become pro after you fell. gives you more motivation to train harder. lol.
then that boss. he say he teaching hockey at tampines st 82. ask us wanna go see on sunday. if we interested then can join them. then or can teach us skate. 4 lessons at $60. hmm.. then he even ask us 'wanna work here anot?' i ask the rates. he say $4/hr. den i say 'eeee. so low...' he say 'haha you have to prove me that you can do better and i will increase, u see mac how much.. still got people work there' haha. okay. whatever :P funny ah today. so many handsome one. then the sky became dark. rain + thunder! oh. that steven said. dun skate when raining. or else the heat at the wheels. den what carbon thingy . bla bla bla. will melt your wheels. hmm.
then we ran to the mac there. sit there. and ahhh! a jap guy with a jap girl. he those afro hairstyle jap kid. ok not kid. a young guy. handsomeee! small eyes. !! and the girl also damn pretty! sighs.. we ate choc muffins at mac cafe. and drank double chocolate. nt bad. i like the whip cream. sweet! after that we go thru the underpass and take a bus to parkway there. then went to toilet. at mac. after coming out. walking down the stairs liao. my dumb slipper so slippery. made me slip and fall! argh! darn it. so embarrassing! landed on my butt. fhuk. people looking at me. omg! so malu-niated and we went off. i didnt turn back at all! lol.
then walk faster to opposite stop. bus 15. omg. that lady driver. fhker. a damn fhker. medick beep her ezlink card le. then that woman went to call her. shout at her back and press again to make sure. then medick DID put on it. and that woman quiet quiet. medick went to show middle finger after that -_-. o well. idiot her. then take bus along the way i fall into a slumber. woke up at dd's bustop outside there. medick also alight there. left betty inside. awww. then medick bought otah for me first. gonna pay the big DEBTS for today man. grr mom only gave me pathetic $5. argh! serve her right. she gonna pay more later on ;p Ya. and medick boared 21. i waited for 27 and take 88 to go back home. shag after that. wanna sleep now.. *purrrr*
okay. this is the bad day. omg. fell 3 times?! and i didnt cook again! my aunt came over to my house and cook i think. fhuk. guilty. but. i wanted to cook! the rain stop me. ok. let me blog from the start from what i did yea? ;/
hmm. my alarm clock rang. its 6.30am. argh! early. but no choice. hafta meet my girlfriends at 8. but i slept againa nd set my alarm clock to 7am. well. it didnt wake me up. medick smsed me and woke me up instead. i drag myself and took a shower. okay. nice hot shower. and mom fetch me at the 27bus stop there. reached the stop at tampines at 8.05am++ ? omg the bus was crowded. errr. waited for bus 15. go marine parade and walk to ECP. and it was like almost lost the way. it started to drizzle already! but in my mind i chanted. and tada! we enjoyed ourselves before it rains. okay. we change to our skates at 1 shelter and went to the Mac to eat breakfast. oh. medick's handsum friend work there. lol. happy ah? ;/ and i realised that 2 guy in mac were looking at me before we went out. omg. shy* serious. not i bhb or what. they looked at me! oh. maybe im a ugly girl.. =( then. we skate around. went to the skate park beside a skate shop? put or stuff there in the locker and skate.
omg. a instructor. teaching those people arnd their 20s. and PRO. argh!!! saded. see them made us demoralised. so we decided to skate along the track. okay. before that we bought a bottle of water at the shop there. oh. the boss. hes nice. lol. funny. we didnt talk much until later on. went to skate and medick fell! argh! poor her. she fell 3 times like that already? and i fell 2 times. because of training on the turning part. and. erm. lost my balance when i tried to make bigger steps. grr. o well. at least i fell gracefully yea? ;x we went back to the shop in the end and bought a bigger bottle. ok. from this onwards, we talk to that guy at the shop. lol. chatted? oh. he said. 'lol. the 3 girls struggling.' wha kao. tio suan. lol. ok. trying to say us we suck in skate. lol. well. ok la. not that bad ma. (lol. encouraging myself) who ask him so pro ;x okay. then then. got one time. i trying to go up the slope near the shop. then medick pulling behind me. and and.. she say 'ahaha. that guy very handsome' all of the sudden my leg really cramp. hey . serious. not taking advantage ah! the 2 girls thought i act. eeek. but really pain ah. since morning. and till now. the bonee. arghh. then then. i say 'helppp. cramp. anyone ?!' then that handsome guy come to me and hold my hands and pull me up the slope. ahhh!! lol. shy ahh.. dare not to look at his face. =x kekekeke. (ahaha. sorry dd. :P)
then then. we went into the shop. blow infront of the fan. then medick say wanna go skate. so she skate alone. den me and betty in shop. exploring everything. hockey! and all those stuff displaying on the shelf. trying out the hockey gloves and the bag. hey the bag. $59 i think. nice. clive brand. can put skates one. kekeke. i think i gonna buy there. make sure we get discount! :P then then. that 2 damn pro guys from the skate park came in. one is steven and one is eric. lol! know alot of ppl liao. all so pro! arghh!! me and betty chat with them. eek. lk suaning us lk dat. and i always do 'eeeek' they also copy me. wha lao =x funny ah they all. grrr. lol. then then. me and betty join in with medick. playing at the skate park again. a cat! lol. that cat damn funny. walking around in the skate park. and people almost knock onto him(hey i know it. betty saw his penis! ;x) then then. that cat jump up the bench and sleep there. and people cannot sit downa h. medick cant brake and need to hold on the railings behind the bench. and the cat is infront of her. whaha. funny ah. the cat is sort of sibei extra there. lol!. and oh. another pro guy. in white? z he taught us how to move backwards. lol. ok. thanks! learnt new stuff today. :) at least a slight achievement. *evil* heheheh.. one step foward to Pro in Skate. LOL. ok. i suck. =( then then. kept training till leg pain ah. been teaching medick how to turn. but arghh. why cannot. hmm. never mind. take time ok! i yesterday train on that and i fall! lol. yea. like what medick say. you become pro after you fell. gives you more motivation to train harder. lol.
then that boss. he say he teaching hockey at tampines st 82. ask us wanna go see on sunday. if we interested then can join them. then or can teach us skate. 4 lessons at $60. hmm.. then he even ask us 'wanna work here anot?' i ask the rates. he say $4/hr. den i say 'eeee. so low...' he say 'haha you have to prove me that you can do better and i will increase, u see mac how much.. still got people work there' haha. okay. whatever :P funny ah today. so many handsome one. then the sky became dark. rain + thunder! oh. that steven said. dun skate when raining. or else the heat at the wheels. den what carbon thingy . bla bla bla. will melt your wheels. hmm.
then we ran to the mac there. sit there. and ahhh! a jap guy with a jap girl. he those afro hairstyle jap kid. ok not kid. a young guy. handsomeee! small eyes. !! and the girl also damn pretty! sighs.. we ate choc muffins at mac cafe. and drank double chocolate. nt bad. i like the whip cream. sweet! after that we go thru the underpass and take a bus to parkway there. then went to toilet. at mac. after coming out. walking down the stairs liao. my dumb slipper so slippery. made me slip and fall! argh! darn it. so embarrassing! landed on my butt. fhuk. people looking at me. omg! so malu-niated and we went off. i didnt turn back at all! lol.
then walk faster to opposite stop. bus 15. omg. that lady driver. fhker. a damn fhker. medick beep her ezlink card le. then that woman went to call her. shout at her back and press again to make sure. then medick DID put on it. and that woman quiet quiet. medick went to show middle finger after that -_-. o well. idiot her. then take bus along the way i fall into a slumber. woke up at dd's bustop outside there. medick also alight there. left betty inside. awww. then medick bought otah for me first. gonna pay the big DEBTS for today man. grr mom only gave me pathetic $5. argh! serve her right. she gonna pay more later on ;p Ya. and medick boared 21. i waited for 27 and take 88 to go back home. shag after that. wanna sleep now.. *purrrr*
** Monday, March 15, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
fug. jealous, shag, GUILTY!
omg. mix feelings. i hate this! well. firstly, im jealous cus my friend, jiajing. got car lisense liao! OMG. Hey i want it too! argh shats. i need to wait for another 2 years? but i hope they dont change the rule to 21yrs old! argh!!!! darn it. sighs. why i born so latee?! argh!!!! angry ah! ;x den.
secondly, im shag cuz today i went to betty house there and rollerblad with medick too. hey. its been almost 8years since the last time i blade! and i can.. sort of.. blade? well. not good. just manage to move faster than what i did 8yrs ago? hurhurhur. at least i achieve something. LOL. and training on the circular turn. eeek. saded. and i fell once. and its DAMN NICE POSE. its lk falling onto my hands, den my elbow, then i bend down my knees and like as if im doing push-ups. LOL. den ended up lying flat onto the WET ground.(hey. its raining ok!) lol. the fall seemed like, Matrix? everything slows down at that moment. cool. ;p
well. thirdly im guilty becuase i HAVE to come back home by 4pm to cook for my grandma and i sort of playing outside happily and came back home at 6.30? and all the food is cook by my grandma which she couldnt stand too long due to her weak legs. and im sort of like, dun care anything about it? well. i really dunno what to say to her. damn guilty. its lk breaking my promise to a.. a.. disabled? not disabled la. choy. ok. whatever. -_-.
geesh, brought back betty's blade home. anyway. dd said 'you know how to blade one meh?' 'you know how to cook meh? HAHAHAH' .. hey. demoralising me and discouraging me ok! already so sad about it le you still like that say. i more sad ah! i dont wanna talk to you. I HATE YOU. why cant you say something NICE to cheer me up? ok. whatever. don't wanna talk about it. grrr. angry la. sighs...
yup. i need to wake up 6.30am tomorrow! omg. cuz i gonna meet my girlfriends at tampines and take a bus to ECP. and . and. BLADE! hey. gonna train myself man. i feel outcast if i dont know how to blade at all! yea. gambatte!!! :) yea. and and. gonna go home by 4pm again. darn it. cant enjoy much. thats why we meet EARLY in the morning. omgosh.. its damn early! arghhH! well. i hope everything goes fine tomorrow. hey i smells of the Escada Tropical Island perfume. lol. we were testing it at CS thr. nice. sweeet smell. but im getting sick of it. zzz. heheehe. finally, i wanna say is.. I WANT A CAR LISENSE! GRRRR.
Hey. Viper help me take the signature from Energy. Sign at the front cover of the album. melissa seemed to be happy about it. yea. and here it is. took a picture of it before giving to her. awww. :P
Betty's bag design! eeek! nice!! pokkkaadots! =)~
btw, i saw someone MSN nick is 'hey i almost killed yesterday man. damn that .. . .bla bla bla..' grrr. make me think of the couple in the car today! fuck them man! was it today? yes. it is! wdf? you know. they are parking their car at 1 side. both were sitting inside. then medick turn inside and see who is that inside. but its normal right? then then.. few sec later, the car move forward. and move forward never mind la. cuz wanna park inside abit right? but. WDF? we were walking infront of the car. and its quite to the side. but they cant pass us cuz we block them. but we trying to keep to one side that time, the man went to speed forward. and its like almost knock to medick if i didnt pull her towards me a little. WDF? Buey song say la. wanna knock us must knock from the back right? why must knock from the front. not happy just horn or something. dont try to KILL US. you fucker. o well. angry about that. i was saying 'fuck you, wanna kill us issit?' while walking when the both of them came out from the car. who cares man. giving a black face. idiots. argh! i go bath le la. pek cek. lol. -_-~
omg. mix feelings. i hate this! well. firstly, im jealous cus my friend, jiajing. got car lisense liao! OMG. Hey i want it too! argh shats. i need to wait for another 2 years? but i hope they dont change the rule to 21yrs old! argh!!!! darn it. sighs. why i born so latee?! argh!!!! angry ah! ;x den.
secondly, im shag cuz today i went to betty house there and rollerblad with medick too. hey. its been almost 8years since the last time i blade! and i can.. sort of.. blade? well. not good. just manage to move faster than what i did 8yrs ago? hurhurhur. at least i achieve something. LOL. and training on the circular turn. eeek. saded. and i fell once. and its DAMN NICE POSE. its lk falling onto my hands, den my elbow, then i bend down my knees and like as if im doing push-ups. LOL. den ended up lying flat onto the WET ground.(hey. its raining ok!) lol. the fall seemed like, Matrix? everything slows down at that moment. cool. ;p
well. thirdly im guilty becuase i HAVE to come back home by 4pm to cook for my grandma and i sort of playing outside happily and came back home at 6.30? and all the food is cook by my grandma which she couldnt stand too long due to her weak legs. and im sort of like, dun care anything about it? well. i really dunno what to say to her. damn guilty. its lk breaking my promise to a.. a.. disabled? not disabled la. choy. ok. whatever. -_-.
geesh, brought back betty's blade home. anyway. dd said 'you know how to blade one meh?' 'you know how to cook meh? HAHAHAH' .. hey. demoralising me and discouraging me ok! already so sad about it le you still like that say. i more sad ah! i dont wanna talk to you. I HATE YOU. why cant you say something NICE to cheer me up? ok. whatever. don't wanna talk about it. grrr. angry la. sighs...
yup. i need to wake up 6.30am tomorrow! omg. cuz i gonna meet my girlfriends at tampines and take a bus to ECP. and . and. BLADE! hey. gonna train myself man. i feel outcast if i dont know how to blade at all! yea. gambatte!!! :) yea. and and. gonna go home by 4pm again. darn it. cant enjoy much. thats why we meet EARLY in the morning. omgosh.. its damn early! arghhH! well. i hope everything goes fine tomorrow. hey i smells of the Escada Tropical Island perfume. lol. we were testing it at CS thr. nice. sweeet smell. but im getting sick of it. zzz. heheehe. finally, i wanna say is.. I WANT A CAR LISENSE! GRRRR.
Hey. Viper help me take the signature from Energy. Sign at the front cover of the album. melissa seemed to be happy about it. yea. and here it is. took a picture of it before giving to her. awww. :P
Betty's bag design!
btw, i saw someone MSN nick is 'hey i almost killed yesterday man. damn that .. . .bla bla bla..' grrr. make me think of the couple in the car today! fuck them man! was it today? yes. it is! wdf? you know. they are parking their car at 1 side. both were sitting inside. then medick turn inside and see who is that inside. but its normal right? then then.. few sec later, the car move forward. and move forward never mind la. cuz wanna park inside abit right? but. WDF? we were walking infront of the car. and its quite to the side. but they cant pass us cuz we block them. but we trying to keep to one side that time, the man went to speed forward. and its like almost knock to medick if i didnt pull her towards me a little. WDF? Buey song say la. wanna knock us must knock from the back right? why must knock from the front. not happy just horn or something. dont try to KILL US. you fucker. o well. angry about that. i was saying 'fuck you, wanna kill us issit?' while walking when the both of them came out from the car. who cares man. giving a black face. idiots. argh! i go bath le la. pek cek. lol. -_-~
** Sunday, March 14, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
bored. rotting at home
yup. i woke up at.. 5pm?! oh my gawd. i slept for more than 14hrs! i was dreaming about something. or i can say. lots of things.. ;/ him,games,mom, everyone! anyway. i was so sticky and feeling uncomfort, i went to take a shower immediately i woke up. teeheehee.. went to eat my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. lol. beehoon mix with noodles. yum. went to switch on the pc and decided to take a look at the logs. omg. i tell you one thing. i was so darn boliao and kiddy last time! as compared to now. so irritating. sort of those lianish attitude. er-xin-nated man! ok. does this proves that im more matured now? *giggles* (wei wt, dun be so bhb la!) lol. o well. than. i read those times me and him quarrel. oh. the part we broke up for a week. i was sadisfied and i can feel my feelings that time. damn sad. till i cry. angry with him. and he was sms-ing me that time. i went to ask him to go away. cuz im sad and angry. oh. sorry kie? didnt meant it. its ok now.. im sorry.. =) ..
casperx come and msn me. talking about HAIR again. hey. hair. the hair on his head la. omg. irritated. then ah gong (viper) msg me. he said he manage to get the Energy to sign them. all 4 signatures on the cover! wow. i dont feel lk giving it to melissa man. its lk so priceless type lol. even thou i hate energy. but i love keeping such things. o well. but cannot be so bad right? so i think when i get back the cd, i take a picture of it first before giving back to mel. lol! hey. dont you think is cool? when you like that singer, and someone went to buy the cd and let them sign on it and give to u on your birthday? wow. if im the one who receive it, i sure damn happy man. i hope she reallll likes it. hurhur. okay now. i think i gotta do my english compo. yup. ciaos.
yup. i woke up at.. 5pm?! oh my gawd. i slept for more than 14hrs! i was dreaming about something. or i can say. lots of things.. ;/ him,games,mom, everyone! anyway. i was so sticky and feeling uncomfort, i went to take a shower immediately i woke up. teeheehee.. went to eat my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. lol. beehoon mix with noodles. yum. went to switch on the pc and decided to take a look at the logs. omg. i tell you one thing. i was so darn boliao and kiddy last time! as compared to now. so irritating. sort of those lianish attitude. er-xin-nated man! ok. does this proves that im more matured now? *giggles* (wei wt, dun be so bhb la!) lol. o well. than. i read those times me and him quarrel. oh. the part we broke up for a week. i was sadisfied and i can feel my feelings that time. damn sad. till i cry. angry with him. and he was sms-ing me that time. i went to ask him to go away. cuz im sad and angry. oh. sorry kie? didnt meant it. its ok now.. im sorry.. =) ..
casperx come and msn me. talking about HAIR again. hey. hair. the hair on his head la. omg. irritated. then ah gong (viper) msg me. he said he manage to get the Energy to sign them. all 4 signatures on the cover! wow. i dont feel lk giving it to melissa man. its lk so priceless type lol. even thou i hate energy. but i love keeping such things. o well. but cannot be so bad right? so i think when i get back the cd, i take a picture of it first before giving back to mel. lol! hey. dont you think is cool? when you like that singer, and someone went to buy the cd and let them sign on it and give to u on your birthday? wow. if im the one who receive it, i sure damn happy man. i hope she reallll likes it. hurhur. okay now. i think i gotta do my english compo. yup. ciaos.
** Saturday, March 13, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
ohhh sucha beautiful day...
teehehe (hey.. im getting irritating. All thanks to Medick! heheee!) yea. we went out today again. with her frien, Nur. Yup. i was slumber-ing and my alarm rang. It was 9.30am. So tired. Betty Smsed me. replied and went to sleep. i was jolted awake by a phone call. Its medick! she said 'ah.. you sleeping ah. sorry ah. what time you meeting? you say tomorrow the place and time right. bla bla bla' erm. thats 10.40am. omg!! thanks to you medick! of not im damn late! went to take a shower and prep myself. i took more than 1hour to prep! took 2 stick of cheese cake and ran out of house while eating it.
the pavement was muddy so i decided to walk on the grass. and guess what? the mud is wet! and my sandals sort of sink inside. sticky mud. fresh earth. yuck! my whole sandals was soiled! i was on the phone with dd. and i say 'omg. shit shit shit. my sandals. argh!!!!' and he say 'huh what happen?' i replied 'wait wait. let me finish my cheesecake.' and it was 10sec of silence and i replied 'oh err. the mud is all over my leg!' zz. den put down the phone and walk to the bustop. and start cleaning my sandals. omg. no tissue. i was er-xin-nated by it. the bus came and i took 35min to reach pasir ris. first thing in my mind is 'omg. NS MEN. im shy!' lol. all so handsome! eventhou they are BALD. ;x den i waited 21 and boarded it to the stop nearest to betty's condo. she passed me the energy cd and i took 81 to tampines interchange.
omg. viper overslept! he reached there at 1pm. he said he went chiong-ing last night till 6am then reach home. lol.! a salesman came to me and intro me a perfume and i said no thanks but he insisted on explaining it to me. and he say until lk so impressive but i was there 'errr. huh.. issit.. ' im not interested! and i say 'well. no thanks anyway' lol. he was rejected. awww. sad... teeheeheee. *grins* and medick reach around 12.45noon. we were sitting on the bench(where the mac guy -ronald- sits) lol! sitting there while waiting for viper to come. we were commenting on people's dressing. like the west dress more Punky and japish. and east more casual , hip hop style. and said west people have weird sense of styling and i said that the central wear formal! ;x we commenting on the girl wear punkish. totally weird. we said maybe shes not from the east. lol! then saw many handsome guys. say alot of stuff. and a lower sec guy came to us and asking us to donate and he sort of telling us craps(not really craps. say about what it affect you. how it help them.. say about future stuff. blabla bla) and we say we dun have coins! notes!!! and he say 'never mind la. i got change. you give me $50 we give u $10 back' ...z lame. and he stand there crapping. but i say 'no ah. its not we dont wanna donate. we just dont have small change!' den his frien said in chinese 'wei. what you doing' and pushed him away. lmao!
waited for almost 1hour to viper to come and he treated us milo for that. heehee nice guy. thanks anyway! :P gave him the cd and waited for his god sis to come. and he asked his god sis how old do i look. she say 19? OMG. AM I THAT OLD?! !!! ironically, i was happy about people saying the age much more older than i actually am. erm. maybe i wear too matured today. not really matured la cuz last time i wear lk ginnna ginna lk dat. zzz. japish. heeheee :P anyway first time people say i old le. cuz normally ppl say i got ginna bin or pri sch or lower sec? more insulting right? hurhurhur. then waited for Nur to come. we went to the central popular. bought the assesment books and went to take 27 to airport.
first thing i saw is a guy, got a ear hole.. a size of 50 cent coin? omg. he put those thingy. like a ring lk dat for the ear. that is hollow inside. and he put it and got 1 big hole go through. man! that was disgusting. scary ah!. and i tell you! the bus is hot and stuffy! and i kept saying 'hey im hot. im sexy!' and the man who work in airport (i knew it by his uniform) stared at me. i shy and i stop mentioning it. haha! we alighted at T1 and went to take a trolley and push medick along. took the sky train to T2. and then going to the BK. OMG. Most embarrassing part! we wanted to sit and study @ BK. den we saw 1 place. 4 packets of tissue but gt tissue so we dun wanna go sit there. so went to find another 1 near it but its wet. den we took the tissue on the other table and clean that one den we opent he packet of tissue and cleaning it so happily, suddenly 2 man went to that 'tissue' table and sit nd we realised they use their tissue and chop the place den we so paiseh go hide one corner. den the ppl around that table (girls) giggled. and we so paiseh dare nt to go back or walk near that BK, we ran off bery far. and i turn and saw the 2 men staring @ us and laughed. OMG. this is soooooooooo way embarrassing! we didnt knew that the men went to put the tissue to chop a place. but its like stupid right? at least put a bag or something(i know they scared someone stole it but who will right. singapore such a nice place ;x) lol
we ran to the furthest. the coffee bean. right to the end LOL. sat there and did our e maths homework. yea. finally all our work done. we bought drinks there. hehee. nur went off first. and medick and i went to sit another place at the cushion seats there. we were crapping and laughing and joking along. took several pictures on medick phone. making 'stupid.sad.weird.irritated.angry.blur.closed eye.shock.jealous.looking at something.mad.fierce' looks. lol. we were laughing away. and nur called her and we ended this stupid 'photo taking session' and continue our studies. LOL! i was hi-lighting the geog book and cant stop thinking about what we did. i cant help it and laugh and giggle all the way. and medick said im vibrating. and she said loudly 'hey stop that la. stop vibrating.!' and the girl at the side turn to us and stare at me. i was malu-ninated and control myself. LoL. and she say 'you see la. u vibrate till people can feel it' lol! o well. then then.. got 1 small boy come to our seat beside us. omg. hes so cute! damn cute. the eye lashes. damn long. i think 1.5 times longer than mine! and we told ourselves 'hey. can we kidnap him or something? hes so cute!!!!' and we say hi to him and he look at us innocently and smiled. and we kept talking about him and he feel shy. he bury his face (resting down onto the table with his hands) lol! cute! we tried to take picture of him but he dont wanna turn and i say 'hey.. boy.. can you face us and let us take a picture of u? and we give u sweets.' he say 'dun want...' and hide his face. lol! and medick cheat him by 'hey your mummy coming' and he look up and his mom is still standing at the counter. he say 'no.. you bluff me. she still standing there' Lol. smart kid.. then we manage to take some shots of him. and he told his mom that we wanna give him sweets. i think she knew we taking photo of him. sort of angry? but never show out ah. but one thing funny about her is her voice is mono-toned! and her words is like. one word by one word. like robotic. and her voice damn deep. omgg. like man. zzz. i was er-xin-nated by it.
then around 7pm+ we packed up and walk to the 2nd floor and went to find food. man! were damn hungry. we wanted to find the 7-11. but its in the departure there de. inside. saded... we walk thru the viewing mall and i said 'o man. im cold , hungy, tired, and my leg hurts' lol. felt lk dying. hahah! ended up we ate popye. nice! fish burger. yum.. around 8pm+, mom fetch us back home.. give medick a lift and sis,mom and i went to AMK find medic. then went to eat and went home. tired..zzzz~ yea. and kersiang's blog is so funny! lol!! all of you should go and see it! :P
teehehe (hey.. im getting irritating. All thanks to Medick! heheee!) yea. we went out today again. with her frien, Nur. Yup. i was slumber-ing and my alarm rang. It was 9.30am. So tired. Betty Smsed me. replied and went to sleep. i was jolted awake by a phone call. Its medick! she said 'ah.. you sleeping ah. sorry ah. what time you meeting? you say tomorrow the place and time right. bla bla bla' erm. thats 10.40am. omg!! thanks to you medick! of not im damn late! went to take a shower and prep myself. i took more than 1hour to prep! took 2 stick of cheese cake and ran out of house while eating it.
the pavement was muddy so i decided to walk on the grass. and guess what? the mud is wet! and my sandals sort of sink inside. sticky mud. fresh earth. yuck! my whole sandals was soiled! i was on the phone with dd. and i say 'omg. shit shit shit. my sandals. argh!!!!' and he say 'huh what happen?' i replied 'wait wait. let me finish my cheesecake.' and it was 10sec of silence and i replied 'oh err. the mud is all over my leg!' zz. den put down the phone and walk to the bustop. and start cleaning my sandals. omg. no tissue. i was er-xin-nated by it. the bus came and i took 35min to reach pasir ris. first thing in my mind is 'omg. NS MEN. im shy!' lol. all so handsome! eventhou they are BALD. ;x den i waited 21 and boarded it to the stop nearest to betty's condo. she passed me the energy cd and i took 81 to tampines interchange.
omg. viper overslept! he reached there at 1pm. he said he went chiong-ing last night till 6am then reach home. lol.! a salesman came to me and intro me a perfume and i said no thanks but he insisted on explaining it to me. and he say until lk so impressive but i was there 'errr. huh.. issit.. ' im not interested! and i say 'well. no thanks anyway' lol. he was rejected. awww. sad... teeheeheee. *grins* and medick reach around 12.45noon. we were sitting on the bench(where the mac guy -ronald- sits) lol! sitting there while waiting for viper to come. we were commenting on people's dressing. like the west dress more Punky and japish. and east more casual , hip hop style. and said west people have weird sense of styling and i said that the central wear formal! ;x we commenting on the girl wear punkish. totally weird. we said maybe shes not from the east. lol! then saw many handsome guys. say alot of stuff. and a lower sec guy came to us and asking us to donate and he sort of telling us craps(not really craps. say about what it affect you. how it help them.. say about future stuff. blabla bla) and we say we dun have coins! notes!!! and he say 'never mind la. i got change. you give me $50 we give u $10 back' ...z lame. and he stand there crapping. but i say 'no ah. its not we dont wanna donate. we just dont have small change!' den his frien said in chinese 'wei. what you doing' and pushed him away. lmao!
waited for almost 1hour to viper to come and he treated us milo for that. heehee nice guy. thanks anyway! :P gave him the cd and waited for his god sis to come. and he asked his god sis how old do i look. she say 19? OMG. AM I THAT OLD?! !!! ironically, i was happy about people saying the age much more older than i actually am. erm. maybe i wear too matured today. not really matured la cuz last time i wear lk ginnna ginna lk dat. zzz. japish. heeheee :P anyway first time people say i old le. cuz normally ppl say i got ginna bin or pri sch or lower sec? more insulting right? hurhurhur. then waited for Nur to come. we went to the central popular. bought the assesment books and went to take 27 to airport.
first thing i saw is a guy, got a ear hole.. a size of 50 cent coin? omg. he put those thingy. like a ring lk dat for the ear. that is hollow inside. and he put it and got 1 big hole go through. man! that was disgusting. scary ah!. and i tell you! the bus is hot and stuffy! and i kept saying 'hey im hot. im sexy!' and the man who work in airport (i knew it by his uniform) stared at me. i shy and i stop mentioning it. haha! we alighted at T1 and went to take a trolley and push medick along. took the sky train to T2. and then going to the BK. OMG. Most embarrassing part! we wanted to sit and study @ BK. den we saw 1 place. 4 packets of tissue but gt tissue so we dun wanna go sit there. so went to find another 1 near it but its wet. den we took the tissue on the other table and clean that one den we opent he packet of tissue and cleaning it so happily, suddenly 2 man went to that 'tissue' table and sit nd we realised they use their tissue and chop the place den we so paiseh go hide one corner. den the ppl around that table (girls) giggled. and we so paiseh dare nt to go back or walk near that BK, we ran off bery far. and i turn and saw the 2 men staring @ us and laughed. OMG. this is soooooooooo way embarrassing! we didnt knew that the men went to put the tissue to chop a place. but its like stupid right? at least put a bag or something(i know they scared someone stole it but who will right. singapore such a nice place ;x) lol
we ran to the furthest. the coffee bean. right to the end LOL. sat there and did our e maths homework. yea. finally all our work done. we bought drinks there. hehee. nur went off first. and medick and i went to sit another place at the cushion seats there. we were crapping and laughing and joking along. took several pictures on medick phone. making 'stupid.sad.weird.irritated.angry.blur.closed eye.shock.jealous.looking at something.mad.fierce' looks. lol. we were laughing away. and nur called her and we ended this stupid 'photo taking session' and continue our studies. LOL! i was hi-lighting the geog book and cant stop thinking about what we did. i cant help it and laugh and giggle all the way. and medick said im vibrating. and she said loudly 'hey stop that la. stop vibrating.!' and the girl at the side turn to us and stare at me. i was malu-ninated and control myself. LoL. and she say 'you see la. u vibrate till people can feel it' lol! o well. then then.. got 1 small boy come to our seat beside us. omg. hes so cute! damn cute. the eye lashes. damn long. i think 1.5 times longer than mine! and we told ourselves 'hey. can we kidnap him or something? hes so cute!!!!' and we say hi to him and he look at us innocently and smiled. and we kept talking about him and he feel shy. he bury his face (resting down onto the table with his hands) lol! cute! we tried to take picture of him but he dont wanna turn and i say 'hey.. boy.. can you face us and let us take a picture of u? and we give u sweets.' he say 'dun want...' and hide his face. lol! and medick cheat him by 'hey your mummy coming' and he look up and his mom is still standing at the counter. he say 'no.. you bluff me. she still standing there' Lol. smart kid.. then we manage to take some shots of him. and he told his mom that we wanna give him sweets. i think she knew we taking photo of him. sort of angry? but never show out ah. but one thing funny about her is her voice is mono-toned! and her words is like. one word by one word. like robotic. and her voice damn deep. omgg. like man. zzz. i was er-xin-nated by it.
then around 7pm+ we packed up and walk to the 2nd floor and went to find food. man! were damn hungry. we wanted to find the 7-11. but its in the departure there de. inside. saded... we walk thru the viewing mall and i said 'o man. im cold , hungy, tired, and my leg hurts' lol. felt lk dying. hahah! ended up we ate popye. nice! fish burger. yum.. around 8pm+, mom fetch us back home.. give medick a lift and sis,mom and i went to AMK find medic. then went to eat and went home. tired..zzzz~ yea. and kersiang's blog is so funny! lol!! all of you should go and see it! :P
** Friday, March 12, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
happy
geesh.. kinda interesting day i guess. yup. Tang God Is Friday! and its my girlfriend's birthday too! Happy 16th Birthday to you MEL! ;D~ liping didnt come to school again. she was hospitalised last few days and she told us that she discharged yesterday? i not sure is it true anot. cause we were asking her that if we could go and visit her or something but she told us that she gonna discharge yesterday? but what if she lied? its lk not to make us worry about her. and its when we were trying to ask her what actually happen, waiting for reply, she didnt reply! o well.. get well soon yea?
anyway, the emaths test i took today was screwed! i think the last question (in many many a b c(i) (ii) ) all wrong? eek. i hope i can pass. yea. i hope. well. betty actually forgot to bring mel present. (omg. its her best buddy. how could she forget it?) she gave us an excuse that she was late? lol. idiot ah :P as usual, having lessons to 12.20. we walked to tm and bought tickets to the show: Haunted Mansion then i met viper there. talking about the energy cd stuff and plan what to do cuz betty didnt bring it! o well. then we went to the mac donalds and eat. we actually ask the aunty to take a balloon and took a marker to draw on it to give melissa as a temporary present. but she dont want it! she's shy yea? felt malunated by it. but to me its alright. cool yea. unique. i dont see anyone take such a thing. but its stupid and lame though. (only stupid people take that) lol. we went around malunating ourself and finally its 2.15? went into the cinema. and its like. the guy beside me are KIDS! i think sec 1 or 2. can sense it by their language they use like "lame seh. sia. " this kind of singlish-ish words. that i once used it when i was sec 1? lol. speak good english yea! :D and the guy beside me, sat weirdly. instead of leaning ur back againt the chair, he was like hunched back and the back didnt rest onto the seat and watch the show. he didnt take the cuppa ice lemon tea(the smell is so strong) and drink it. instead, he turn to the side(facing at me) and drink it. and he was like so close to me. he kept on repeating throughout the show, like almost 15times? and medick besiide me was staring and laughing at him when he did that and said 'wha he's scary! suddenly turn here. zzz' lol well the show was lame. i was there laughing away while the girls were sort of almost screaming? whats so scary there? :P (im trying to say im brave hurr.) they were covering their ears while watching -_- lol~
okay. then we went toileting and me and medick decided to sneek into a theatre and watch another show but its like the one nearest the toilet is vacant. and we were peeping inside and discussing about sneeking or something, suddenly a guy(working in gv) came in and we '!!' and walk off trying to act blur. lol. ivy and the rest went home. betty went off first. then mel, me , medick and ivy took the same bus (67). and the bus was those kinds long one. and we stood at the middle of the bus(round round part) and we were sliding here and there, cant seemed to balance ourself. and we just say 'i couldnt help it!!!' lol.
went down 2 stops after that and me and medick went to take a 27 to airport. when we reach there, we went to cold storage as we were hungry. and without realising we sort of spent more than 30min in there trying to figure out what we should eat. walked around there and comment on every food we see? lol! and ended up buying 2 boxes of pocky. (is it the correct spelling? lol) went out of there and goto the starbucks coffee. sat there and we decided to take the class fund to pay our chocolate drink and cheese cake. hurhurhur.. (evil?) yum. tasty yea! and the girl working there! she was talking to us. saying the customers damn fucked up. so many complains. and she thr slamming the stuff she do and say 'Fuck LA' LOL. den we no comments. and say 'eh relax ah..' lol. den gt 1 customer complain that the pasta salad was cold. but it suppose to be in those fridgy stuff right. but i dunno why she complaint to that fucked up girl working there and giving more problems to her and she had a black face, the customer showing a sad and angry face and the guy beside her giving a pissed off face cuz the girl didnt give her the food after almost 8min? lol! o well... we spend our... more than 2hrs? sitting there doing chemistry homework. yea! we finally did it without any textbook (lol. the chapter is straight forward and common sense though) erm. at least we made it. (stop demoralising yourself!) lol. went off and we actually walked the opposite way to the bus station at the basement. we saw the lift to skytrain and the lift went down to B. then it went up to 1st floor again, 1 group of airsteward and stewardess (omg? pork strew? loll) were talking away and the stewards were funny! he ask us 'are you going up to 3rd floor and go back down and come up to first floor again?" erm. lame. we all laugh and they are weird. its like. they themself in that kind of position(job) and joke with us (total stranger to them) lol. and the stewardess went out one by one. each of everyone say "thankyou, thanks" before they went out of the lift. and in my mind was like "wow. so polite. ~.~" and medick was there repeating "your welcome, your welcome. no problem..." lol.
we walk out and took a sky train to T1. went to take the bus and the bus looped back to T2! omg. so stupid. go one big round -_-. took the bus and im so tired! shags. medick alighted first. then i sit in the bus alone to SK. den i fell into a slumber. and i actually drooled! omg. this is embarrassing! i hope the woman beside me and the guy who was standing didnt see it! eeek! i was jolted awake when i felt water dripping out of my mouth. LOL. *shyyy* alighted at the 2nd bus stop after tpe and mom came to fetch me. went to caltex to pump petrol and went back home. :) yea. a tired day. shags. gotta go out early tomorrow to meet betty take the cd and pass to viper and immediately meet medick goto airport for geoging. BTW, our geog students going to bintan on 14-16 June for a field trip! Weee! finally. we waited for half a year! Yup. Going for a bath soon. Im Hot. ! hehe. IM sexy! lol. kidding =)~
geesh.. kinda interesting day i guess. yup. Tang God Is Friday! and its my girlfriend's birthday too! Happy 16th Birthday to you MEL! ;D~ liping didnt come to school again. she was hospitalised last few days and she told us that she discharged yesterday? i not sure is it true anot. cause we were asking her that if we could go and visit her or something but she told us that she gonna discharge yesterday? but what if she lied? its lk not to make us worry about her. and its when we were trying to ask her what actually happen, waiting for reply, she didnt reply! o well.. get well soon yea?
anyway, the emaths test i took today was screwed! i think the last question (in many many a b c(i) (ii) ) all wrong? eek. i hope i can pass. yea. i hope. well. betty actually forgot to bring mel present. (omg. its her best buddy. how could she forget it?) she gave us an excuse that she was late? lol. idiot ah :P as usual, having lessons to 12.20. we walked to tm and bought tickets to the show: Haunted Mansion then i met viper there. talking about the energy cd stuff and plan what to do cuz betty didnt bring it! o well. then we went to the mac donalds and eat. we actually ask the aunty to take a balloon and took a marker to draw on it to give melissa as a temporary present. but she dont want it! she's shy yea? felt malunated by it. but to me its alright. cool yea. unique. i dont see anyone take such a thing. but its stupid and lame though. (only stupid people take that) lol. we went around malunating ourself and finally its 2.15? went into the cinema. and its like. the guy beside me are KIDS! i think sec 1 or 2. can sense it by their language they use like "lame seh. sia. " this kind of singlish-ish words. that i once used it when i was sec 1? lol. speak good english yea! :D and the guy beside me, sat weirdly. instead of leaning ur back againt the chair, he was like hunched back and the back didnt rest onto the seat and watch the show. he didnt take the cuppa ice lemon tea(the smell is so strong) and drink it. instead, he turn to the side(facing at me) and drink it. and he was like so close to me. he kept on repeating throughout the show, like almost 15times? and medick besiide me was staring and laughing at him when he did that and said 'wha he's scary! suddenly turn here. zzz' lol well the show was lame. i was there laughing away while the girls were sort of almost screaming? whats so scary there? :P (im trying to say im brave hurr.) they were covering their ears while watching -_- lol~
okay. then we went toileting and me and medick decided to sneek into a theatre and watch another show but its like the one nearest the toilet is vacant. and we were peeping inside and discussing about sneeking or something, suddenly a guy(working in gv) came in and we '!!' and walk off trying to act blur. lol. ivy and the rest went home. betty went off first. then mel, me , medick and ivy took the same bus (67). and the bus was those kinds long one. and we stood at the middle of the bus(round round part) and we were sliding here and there, cant seemed to balance ourself. and we just say 'i couldnt help it!!!' lol.
went down 2 stops after that and me and medick went to take a 27 to airport. when we reach there, we went to cold storage as we were hungry. and without realising we sort of spent more than 30min in there trying to figure out what we should eat. walked around there and comment on every food we see? lol! and ended up buying 2 boxes of pocky. (is it the correct spelling? lol) went out of there and goto the starbucks coffee. sat there and we decided to take the class fund to pay our chocolate drink and cheese cake. hurhurhur.. (evil?) yum. tasty yea! and the girl working there! she was talking to us. saying the customers damn fucked up. so many complains. and she thr slamming the stuff she do and say 'Fuck LA' LOL. den we no comments. and say 'eh relax ah..' lol. den gt 1 customer complain that the pasta salad was cold. but it suppose to be in those fridgy stuff right. but i dunno why she complaint to that fucked up girl working there and giving more problems to her and she had a black face, the customer showing a sad and angry face and the guy beside her giving a pissed off face cuz the girl didnt give her the food after almost 8min? lol! o well... we spend our... more than 2hrs? sitting there doing chemistry homework. yea! we finally did it without any textbook (lol. the chapter is straight forward and common sense though) erm. at least we made it. (stop demoralising yourself!) lol. went off and we actually walked the opposite way to the bus station at the basement. we saw the lift to skytrain and the lift went down to B. then it went up to 1st floor again, 1 group of airsteward and stewardess (omg? pork strew? loll) were talking away and the stewards were funny! he ask us 'are you going up to 3rd floor and go back down and come up to first floor again?" erm. lame. we all laugh and they are weird. its like. they themself in that kind of position(job) and joke with us (total stranger to them) lol. and the stewardess went out one by one. each of everyone say "thankyou, thanks" before they went out of the lift. and in my mind was like "wow. so polite. ~.~" and medick was there repeating "your welcome, your welcome. no problem..." lol.
we walk out and took a sky train to T1. went to take the bus and the bus looped back to T2! omg. so stupid. go one big round -_-. took the bus and im so tired! shags. medick alighted first. then i sit in the bus alone to SK. den i fell into a slumber. and i actually drooled! omg. this is embarrassing! i hope the woman beside me and the guy who was standing didnt see it! eeek! i was jolted awake when i felt water dripping out of my mouth. LOL. *shyyy* alighted at the 2nd bus stop after tpe and mom came to fetch me. went to caltex to pump petrol and went back home. :) yea. a tired day. shags. gotta go out early tomorrow to meet betty take the cd and pass to viper and immediately meet medick goto airport for geoging. BTW, our geog students going to bintan on 14-16 June for a field trip! Weee! finally. we waited for half a year! Yup. Going for a bath soon. Im Hot. ! hehe. IM sexy! lol. kidding =)~
** Tuesday, March 09, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
moodless
fuk. kinda envy those guys out there which i just seen their blogs. really. life is so great to them. but me? stuck at home getting lots of sickness which it comes to me out of the blue, and my money is getting lesser and lesser. it seemed that my luck goes. WAYYYYY DOWN. yes. im broke. damn broke. no money at all. i dun have a single cent. shyt man. sighs. even my mom going for an operation in next few weeks, nobody gonna take care of my grandma. sis going to china next week. gonna be alone at home. but having school next week. and damn moody these days. maybe gonna pms. hais. really. i dunno whats going on. a real financial problem here. everyweek paying money for MY medical fees, O lvl fees unable to pay cuz my mom DONT have the money. and gonna borrrow from my sis but it says it deduct from the account at april. so gotta wait for my dad to come back from china and sigh that form. sighs. even mom worries about her debts. 10k+! even more! it seemed that this debt has been there for.. more than 5years? it remain at the same value. mom couldnt pay it. and its worst now. her operation.. deduct here and there. making everything worst. grandma have to go doctor frequently cuz of her leg problem. old le. cant blame. this is nuts man. school. sucks. i been sleeping in school. very tired. getting tired. and im SICK AND TIRED OF LIFE. hey. im trying to cool down here. but. everything is getting out of hand. totally. i need lots of stuff. but i cant be so selfish taking my parents money to buy those favourite stuff. think of that. im guilty. and the food. i eat... no chilli? wdf? i cant eat without chilli. or fried stuff. due to my gastric flu got worst, i cant eat any spicy stuff. man! this is sucks. i hate this. looking at the people around me. i realise the importance of saving money. i realise how life is so hard and bad without money. and the financial burden at home. i understand how they feels. the jealousy. the envy that filled in the heart. and the happiness that you felt for them. but. you cant have your dreams fulfilled. sighs. really damn sad. im getting sensitive. its ok to say something funny on me. but. dun say it too seriously. im mad. VERY. maybe 10 years down the road you can see me near my house - IMH. sighs. god damn it. i really want those stuff in my wishlist. wdf. but the temptation. and the barrier of 'Saving Money/Please dont waste your money' stop me. argh. crazyy! omg. hate my life. really. damn sucks. if you were me in my shoes, i bet u already suicide. but suicide is a crime. yea. im not that stupid to end my life so early. i dont wanna die of a virgin! hmm.. yea. this phrase. medick said that! love her man. and oh ya. i forgot HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY BELOVE MEDICK! love her man.. really. muacks. hehe. love her more than myself.? hur. anyway. gotta do my homework and TRY to study. I hope. =(
fuk. kinda envy those guys out there which i just seen their blogs. really. life is so great to them. but me? stuck at home getting lots of sickness which it comes to me out of the blue, and my money is getting lesser and lesser. it seemed that my luck goes. WAYYYYY DOWN. yes. im broke. damn broke. no money at all. i dun have a single cent. shyt man. sighs. even my mom going for an operation in next few weeks, nobody gonna take care of my grandma. sis going to china next week. gonna be alone at home. but having school next week. and damn moody these days. maybe gonna pms. hais. really. i dunno whats going on. a real financial problem here. everyweek paying money for MY medical fees, O lvl fees unable to pay cuz my mom DONT have the money. and gonna borrrow from my sis but it says it deduct from the account at april. so gotta wait for my dad to come back from china and sigh that form. sighs. even mom worries about her debts. 10k+! even more! it seemed that this debt has been there for.. more than 5years? it remain at the same value. mom couldnt pay it. and its worst now. her operation.. deduct here and there. making everything worst. grandma have to go doctor frequently cuz of her leg problem. old le. cant blame. this is nuts man. school. sucks. i been sleeping in school. very tired. getting tired. and im SICK AND TIRED OF LIFE. hey. im trying to cool down here. but. everything is getting out of hand. totally. i need lots of stuff. but i cant be so selfish taking my parents money to buy those favourite stuff. think of that. im guilty. and the food. i eat... no chilli? wdf? i cant eat without chilli. or fried stuff. due to my gastric flu got worst, i cant eat any spicy stuff. man! this is sucks. i hate this. looking at the people around me. i realise the importance of saving money. i realise how life is so hard and bad without money. and the financial burden at home. i understand how they feels. the jealousy. the envy that filled in the heart. and the happiness that you felt for them. but. you cant have your dreams fulfilled. sighs. really damn sad. im getting sensitive. its ok to say something funny on me. but. dun say it too seriously. im mad. VERY. maybe 10 years down the road you can see me near my house - IMH. sighs. god damn it. i really want those stuff in my wishlist. wdf. but the temptation. and the barrier of 'Saving Money/Please dont waste your money' stop me. argh. crazyy! omg. hate my life. really. damn sucks. if you were me in my shoes, i bet u already suicide. but suicide is a crime. yea. im not that stupid to end my life so early. i dont wanna die of a virgin! hmm.. yea. this phrase. medick said that! love her man. and oh ya. i forgot HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY BELOVE MEDICK! love her man.. really. muacks. hehe. love her more than myself.? hur. anyway. gotta do my homework and TRY to study. I hope. =(
** Friday, March 05, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
.....
erm. didnt blog for... weeks? too lazy and i don't have the time. uhh. alot of things happen. my stomach gettin worsen and worsen. everyweek diarrohea, gastric etc. sighs. this affects the pimples on my face! ah! damn sad. dun wanna look at myself in the mirror anymore. hope it will goes off. =((. sis nv go work liao.. everyday slack at home. play with the stupid dog. haha! while i having school as usual except absent myself once a week. grrr. yea and today is the last day of chinese compo enrichment program. so happy its finally over. =) we were talking and craping thruout the 4 lessons. haha! waste our time and $15 bucks! oh ya. last week. the students got back their o level result. it seemed. good? most of them were happy and content about their results. but i saw a girl crying badly and denna ong console her and walked out of the hall. poor her. i hope i wont be like that next year. yea. trying hard to work hard now. now currently focusing on my english. yup. i hope i DOES improve. after march holiday i focusing on my studies le. so i wont be blogging more often . maybe.. 2-3weeks once? so, dun bother coming back here unless u want to listen to WKRZ? lol. and yea, medik,mel birthday! and yesterday i found out that viper ah gong have the same birthday as medick! wow. so coincidence? so far, i cant find anyone who has the same birthday as me. sheesh. maybe im the only one? cant be. haha! (looking @ coco) yea. shes cute. getting cute. have a innocent face with shiny black lips! haha. today. dun wanna mention about today. a bad one for me. im having a gastric now. so sad.. not again. and i just step on a spider! omg! i was wondering whats that round thing. and it seemed to have legs? but everything is like 1 circle stuff. like cut chilli. somehow its in the kitchen. and i juz move my leg and found a piece of leg. eek! and its a SPIDER. OMG. i hate spiders! zzz...... well. tml gonna go changi airport to study SS with the rest. see how. maybe not going? too lazy and GASTRIC. cant think of tml programmes. saded. yea. log off. -.-s~ gonna edit my wishlist.
erm. didnt blog for... weeks? too lazy and i don't have the time. uhh. alot of things happen. my stomach gettin worsen and worsen. everyweek diarrohea, gastric etc. sighs. this affects the pimples on my face! ah! damn sad. dun wanna look at myself in the mirror anymore. hope it will goes off. =((. sis nv go work liao.. everyday slack at home. play with the stupid dog. haha! while i having school as usual except absent myself once a week. grrr. yea and today is the last day of chinese compo enrichment program. so happy its finally over. =) we were talking and craping thruout the 4 lessons. haha! waste our time and $15 bucks! oh ya. last week. the students got back their o level result. it seemed. good? most of them were happy and content about their results. but i saw a girl crying badly and denna ong console her and walked out of the hall. poor her. i hope i wont be like that next year. yea. trying hard to work hard now. now currently focusing on my english. yup. i hope i DOES improve. after march holiday i focusing on my studies le. so i wont be blogging more often . maybe.. 2-3weeks once? so, dun bother coming back here unless u want to listen to WKRZ? lol. and yea, medik,mel birthday! and yesterday i found out that viper ah gong have the same birthday as medick! wow. so coincidence? so far, i cant find anyone who has the same birthday as me. sheesh. maybe im the only one? cant be. haha! (looking @ coco) yea. shes cute. getting cute. have a innocent face with shiny black lips! haha. today. dun wanna mention about today. a bad one for me. im having a gastric now. so sad.. not again. and i just step on a spider! omg! i was wondering whats that round thing. and it seemed to have legs? but everything is like 1 circle stuff. like cut chilli. somehow its in the kitchen. and i juz move my leg and found a piece of leg. eek! and its a SPIDER. OMG. i hate spiders! zzz...... well. tml gonna go changi airport to study SS with the rest. see how. maybe not going? too lazy and GASTRIC. cant think of tml programmes. saded. yea. log off. -.-s~ gonna edit my wishlist.