** Monday, August 30, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
ow and again.
My tummy hurts. Cramp or something but I'm not sure what is it. I just had a brain concussion or something. I was sleeping in the bus. All of the sudden, I jolted awake. This is really jolted. I look out of the bus and realised that I reached the destination. I'm not sure who wake me up. I was in some sort of dream which I could not remember a single thing. But I'm sure theres something woke me up to tell me that I have to alight the bus immediately. The moment rushed out of the bus, my mind went blank. Then, I felt a slight headache and a floaty feeling. I turned my head to the right. This NS man. Sitting there. I saw him before. The guy who stays the same block as me at 18th storey. He noticed me too. Not that i'm those bhb-ers who say 'Hey. he looked at me!' but it was true okay. Well. I'm not interested to a later 20-30 year old man. He looks old to me. Did I say it wrongly? Hmm.
I took 101. This guy in white uniform. Quite okay looking. Not handsome but not ugly. Just average. I saw him turned his head and looked at me when he walking to the door and alight. Ekk. The moment when he turned his head, my heart flew. Nah. It skipped 2 beats. Sheesh. My hormones are reacting. Blagghh.
Tomorrow is our Teachers Day Celebration. Leonard sms-ed me if I wanted to go back Coral to meet our friends and teachers. Well, most of the teachers arn't there already. Sigh. Maybe I'll meet my friends as a gathering yea. I don't feel like going to school actually but I don't want to missed out all these fun either.
Serious(my friend) is very irritating. Yes he is. The MSN bar is blinking! Wonder why I will like him as a friend at the first place. Opps? Hmm.
Today, 2 of my girlfriends and I went to two cake shops. One of them played Wei Yi and Kai Bu Liao Kou respectively. It makes me think of him again. Yet again. I'm not trying to say that I've not forgotten him. I did forget about the feelings between us that we once had. It just that the some gave me a kind of 'old feeling'. A feeling that I felt those days. Felt weird. I just feel biatchy. Remember those days.. . I used to flirt around? Ewwww. Whenever I thought of that, it's giving me creeps. Sigh.
I miss. .. ... *Mom called me* Okay. Back? Oh ya. I miss him! The last conversation in sms, we are talking about banana. I told him that I saw this girl beside me in the bus was peeling the banana skin and eating it unglamourously. Well, not weird but it's so 'uncool' to do it. Haha! I don't like people eat their bananas on the streets while they are walking or somewhere in public with the banana skin.
Okay. I gotta go? Study. Yes. =) I gonna miss my y y d ear de a r d e a a r r r r r ! ! muacks. cya guys. :D
My tummy hurts. Cramp or something but I'm not sure what is it. I just had a brain concussion or something. I was sleeping in the bus. All of the sudden, I jolted awake. This is really jolted. I look out of the bus and realised that I reached the destination. I'm not sure who wake me up. I was in some sort of dream which I could not remember a single thing. But I'm sure theres something woke me up to tell me that I have to alight the bus immediately. The moment rushed out of the bus, my mind went blank. Then, I felt a slight headache and a floaty feeling. I turned my head to the right. This NS man. Sitting there. I saw him before. The guy who stays the same block as me at 18th storey. He noticed me too. Not that i'm those bhb-ers who say 'Hey. he looked at me!' but it was true okay. Well. I'm not interested to a later 20-30 year old man. He looks old to me. Did I say it wrongly? Hmm.
I took 101. This guy in white uniform. Quite okay looking. Not handsome but not ugly. Just average. I saw him turned his head and looked at me when he walking to the door and alight. Ekk. The moment when he turned his head, my heart flew. Nah. It skipped 2 beats. Sheesh. My hormones are reacting. Blagghh.
Tomorrow is our Teachers Day Celebration. Leonard sms-ed me if I wanted to go back Coral to meet our friends and teachers. Well, most of the teachers arn't there already. Sigh. Maybe I'll meet my friends as a gathering yea. I don't feel like going to school actually but I don't want to missed out all these fun either.
Serious(my friend) is very irritating. Yes he is. The MSN bar is blinking! Wonder why I will like him as a friend at the first place. Opps? Hmm.
Today, 2 of my girlfriends and I went to two cake shops. One of them played Wei Yi and Kai Bu Liao Kou respectively. It makes me think of him again. Yet again. I'm not trying to say that I've not forgotten him. I did forget about the feelings between us that we once had. It just that the some gave me a kind of 'old feeling'. A feeling that I felt those days. Felt weird. I just feel biatchy. Remember those days.. . I used to flirt around? Ewwww. Whenever I thought of that, it's giving me creeps. Sigh.
I miss. .. ... *Mom called me* Okay. Back? Oh ya. I miss him! The last conversation in sms, we are talking about banana. I told him that I saw this girl beside me in the bus was peeling the banana skin and eating it unglamourously. Well, not weird but it's so 'uncool' to do it. Haha! I don't like people eat their bananas on the streets while they are walking or somewhere in public with the banana skin.
Okay. I gotta go? Study. Yes. =) I gonna miss my y y d ear de a r d e a a r r r r r ! ! muacks. cya guys. :D
** Saturday, August 28, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
in pain? still in pain.
Yup. Not another day has gone. I was having gastric pain since 26 Aug 2004. It sounds long but it was actually one day plus ago. I didn't goto school today AGAIN.
Well, I'm totally stressed up. Not really. It's an excuse to stop revising my work. The pain in my stomach stops me from doing my work. I'm really sick of life. Really. I was very bored today, which it mades me go bonkers. I decided to talk to ego because there's no one to talk to me. Part of his quit message goes ' .. . . i need a lover ' I need a lover tonight. Need a love tonight. All night. All night. Gimme all your love to me.. Gimme Gimme all your love! I'm such a techno freak. A techno by Masterboy. I feel lk drinking. Make myself drunk and I'll jump down from building. Suicidal instinct. I'm sick and tired being sick and tired because I'm sick and tired that I'm sick and tired. . and it goes on and on and on. This was created by my dad. He has been saying this for... more than three years? He's a nonsensical guy. I called him a guy? I mean a man.
Finally.. Taiwan got few gold medals in Olympics. That e-news in channel 56 is showing now. A repeat broadcast. It went.. 'We are the champion.. We are the champion..' What was that song again? Ahh! Wilbur is on tv. He mades me think of Clinton. And Clinton makes me think of Leonard. And Leonard makes me think of that night I saw him in heeren. And it makes me think of my mom. And mom makes me think of myself. And I think of shit. Therefore, I'm a shithead. Oh crap.
There will be a school military band concert at Singapore Conference Hall. Shit. I don't know what to wear but I had decided. A dark turqoise A.bout jacket. Was it a jacket? Hmm... I can't wait to see him again. My beloved dear dear. Haha! Actually I was kind of pissed off with him because of 'endurance'. Hey. C'mon. If you don't have any gastric pain at all then don't compare with stiches while running. I got that too. Gastric is 10times painful than stiches ok. Or maybe more. It's not a temporary pain ok. It can even cause stomach ulcer or stomach cancer! You said I had endure it for years and why not the last few months before my Os. Hey! What's with this sentence. You meant that my gastric will be cured in few months? What's up with it? Argh. Whatever. I don't want to reply to you anyway.
Oh my god. 1:35am. I think I will rest for awhile and sleep. 99z. Love ya darlink. Muacks~
Yup. Not another day has gone. I was having gastric pain since 26 Aug 2004. It sounds long but it was actually one day plus ago. I didn't goto school today AGAIN.
Well, I'm totally stressed up. Not really. It's an excuse to stop revising my work. The pain in my stomach stops me from doing my work. I'm really sick of life. Really. I was very bored today, which it mades me go bonkers. I decided to talk to ego because there's no one to talk to me. Part of his quit message goes ' .. . . i need a lover ' I need a lover tonight. Need a love tonight. All night. All night. Gimme all your love to me.. Gimme Gimme all your love! I'm such a techno freak. A techno by Masterboy. I feel lk drinking. Make myself drunk and I'll jump down from building. Suicidal instinct. I'm sick and tired being sick and tired because I'm sick and tired that I'm sick and tired. . and it goes on and on and on. This was created by my dad. He has been saying this for... more than three years? He's a nonsensical guy. I called him a guy? I mean a man.
Finally.. Taiwan got few gold medals in Olympics. That e-news in channel 56 is showing now. A repeat broadcast. It went.. 'We are the champion.. We are the champion..' What was that song again? Ahh! Wilbur is on tv. He mades me think of Clinton. And Clinton makes me think of Leonard. And Leonard makes me think of that night I saw him in heeren. And it makes me think of my mom. And mom makes me think of myself. And I think of shit. Therefore, I'm a shithead. Oh crap.
There will be a school military band concert at Singapore Conference Hall. Shit. I don't know what to wear but I had decided. A dark turqoise A.bout jacket. Was it a jacket? Hmm... I can't wait to see him again. My beloved dear dear. Haha! Actually I was kind of pissed off with him because of 'endurance'. Hey. C'mon. If you don't have any gastric pain at all then don't compare with stiches while running. I got that too. Gastric is 10times painful than stiches ok. Or maybe more. It's not a temporary pain ok. It can even cause stomach ulcer or stomach cancer! You said I had endure it for years and why not the last few months before my Os. Hey! What's with this sentence. You meant that my gastric will be cured in few months? What's up with it? Argh. Whatever. I don't want to reply to you anyway.
Oh my god. 1:35am. I think I will rest for awhile and sleep. 99z. Love ya darlink. Muacks~
** Monday, August 23, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
shag, tired.
Oh my god. I hadn't log into MSN for a week! Something wrong with my computer nowadays. The screen was in a yellow tone. Sometimes green. I can't solve the MSN problem nor even login myself in IE. I manage to get a url to enter to the mail in a indirect way. Yup. At least I could check my mail. So, I've been relying on Irc to chat with my friends. Well, I didn't chat to many people anyway. I've been spending my day studying. Did some part of Chemistry TYS, finished Emaths Prelim Booklet, dad some part of Emaths TYS, joting History notes, read through Geography(for today's test).. . What else? One thing is I don't have the time to finish all! Sigh. TianWei is a genius. Was he? Or wasn't. He said he finished Emaths TYS every single question! That includes Amaths too. And finishing Chemistry I guessed. I don't know how he did that. He said he took a day to finish Emaths? What the hell. Sounds so unrealistic. Is this source reliable? I don't know. Haha!
Okay. It's a sultry evening. I'm sweating like a pig. Does pig sweat? NAH. Ok.. I'm roasting like a pig then. Sheesh. We did Geography Full Paper 2 during infocus. 2hrs15min! Most of the boys rushed to the toilet to shit. Weird eh? All at the same time. I just found out that the school had fixed several 'WEBcam' outside toilet doors. Oh my god. Haha. And it's sooooo obvious. Can't they use those kind of hidden ones? Maybe too poor to buy those kind. Haha.
Medik did not goto school again. 5days? include Sunday. Wassup with all these people. Diarrohea-ing. Vomiting. Nonsensical. Geesh... *Sniff Sniff* I still have that FCUK perfume smell. I went to spray it on myself yesterday. Took his stuff. Haha! Yesterday I was so darn pissed off. He promised me to meet me at 8.30am for breakfast. I woke up at 8am and prepare myself. I told mom that I going somewhere to take Chemistry answers and phone charger. She asked me what charger. I said my net friend help me buy it. She said why I go and meet that kind of people. What the hell. She don't know who is that friend and how's his character, etc and said that he's a baddie. Hey. You cant' discriminate people like that you know. Didn't Daisaku Ikeda Sensei taught you? You don't judge a person my his/her looks. And I'm angry that you said that. AND you said JL is a baddie after seeing him for the first sight. Thats why you objected me to go with him. What the hell...... I guessed my sis knows it all but she didn't say a word of it. Her bf knews it already. .
Ok. back to the point. I said i suppose to meet him at 8.30am. And he's still sleeping. I stomp out of the house. Mom called me to go back. I didn't. Turn a deaf ear to her. I took a 88 and took 27 to tampines. I suppose to ask tw and lend me his booklet. He was still sleepin. So, i decided to goto lyncia place. Heyyaaa. We chatted for an hour and I called dear again. His voice was like 'huuuuhh... huuuuuuuuuuhhhhh.... mmmMmmmm' Duh! I called him for 20th time? Ahh. I rushed to his place immediately. 8min+ to reach there. Hateee him.. Liar! Haha. Well, I I ever did the same thing. So.. Fair and square.
I find that dear becoming more and more sweet. I mean.. Not the old self. Maybe because my dream came true? I dreamt that he told me 'it was soooo loving... I never felt like this before'.. ROFL. And then.. Tada! . . .
Brrrrr. Okay. Stop here. Bye? Muacks everybody. !
-baby i love u and i'll never let you go
but if i had to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made will never be erase
and i promised you that you'll never be replaced.
i LOVE you. yes i do. i be with YOU as as you want ME to
until the end of time-
Oh my god. I hadn't log into MSN for a week! Something wrong with my computer nowadays. The screen was in a yellow tone. Sometimes green. I can't solve the MSN problem nor even login myself in IE. I manage to get a url to enter to the mail in a indirect way. Yup. At least I could check my mail. So, I've been relying on Irc to chat with my friends. Well, I didn't chat to many people anyway. I've been spending my day studying. Did some part of Chemistry TYS, finished Emaths Prelim Booklet, dad some part of Emaths TYS, joting History notes, read through Geography(for today's test).. . What else? One thing is I don't have the time to finish all! Sigh. TianWei is a genius. Was he? Or wasn't. He said he finished Emaths TYS every single question! That includes Amaths too. And finishing Chemistry I guessed. I don't know how he did that. He said he took a day to finish Emaths? What the hell. Sounds so unrealistic. Is this source reliable? I don't know. Haha!
Okay. It's a sultry evening. I'm sweating like a pig. Does pig sweat? NAH. Ok.. I'm roasting like a pig then. Sheesh. We did Geography Full Paper 2 during infocus. 2hrs15min! Most of the boys rushed to the toilet to shit. Weird eh? All at the same time. I just found out that the school had fixed several 'WEBcam' outside toilet doors. Oh my god. Haha. And it's sooooo obvious. Can't they use those kind of hidden ones? Maybe too poor to buy those kind. Haha.
Medik did not goto school again. 5days? include Sunday. Wassup with all these people. Diarrohea-ing. Vomiting. Nonsensical. Geesh... *Sniff Sniff* I still have that FCUK perfume smell. I went to spray it on myself yesterday. Took his stuff. Haha! Yesterday I was so darn pissed off. He promised me to meet me at 8.30am for breakfast. I woke up at 8am and prepare myself. I told mom that I going somewhere to take Chemistry answers and phone charger. She asked me what charger. I said my net friend help me buy it. She said why I go and meet that kind of people. What the hell. She don't know who is that friend and how's his character, etc and said that he's a baddie. Hey. You cant' discriminate people like that you know. Didn't Daisaku Ikeda Sensei taught you? You don't judge a person my his/her looks. And I'm angry that you said that. AND you said JL is a baddie after seeing him for the first sight. Thats why you objected me to go with him. What the hell...... I guessed my sis knows it all but she didn't say a word of it. Her bf knews it already. .
Ok. back to the point. I said i suppose to meet him at 8.30am. And he's still sleeping. I stomp out of the house. Mom called me to go back. I didn't. Turn a deaf ear to her. I took a 88 and took 27 to tampines. I suppose to ask tw and lend me his booklet. He was still sleepin. So, i decided to goto lyncia place. Heyyaaa. We chatted for an hour and I called dear again. His voice was like 'huuuuhh... huuuuuuuuuuhhhhh.... mmmMmmmm' Duh! I called him for 20th time? Ahh. I rushed to his place immediately. 8min+ to reach there. Hateee him.. Liar! Haha. Well, I I ever did the same thing. So.. Fair and square.
I find that dear becoming more and more sweet. I mean.. Not the old self. Maybe because my dream came true? I dreamt that he told me 'it was soooo loving... I never felt like this before'.. ROFL. And then.. Tada! . . .
Brrrrr. Okay. Stop here. Bye? Muacks everybody. !
-baby i love u and i'll never let you go
but if i had to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made will never be erase
and i promised you that you'll never be replaced.
i LOVE you. yes i do. i be with YOU as as you want ME to
until the end of time-
** Saturday, August 14, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
FUCK. i spend 2 times typing everything and it's gone! anyway. to be short. IM SORRY DEAR. I PROMISE YOU THAT I WON'T DO IT AGAIN. I LOVE U. TAKE CARE K!.
ITS A BAD IDEA TO TYPE ALL MY THOUGHTS HERE. I SUCK. BYE?
SHEEPSTER HEART JOELESLIE FOREVER.
("v")
ITS A BAD IDEA TO TYPE ALL MY THOUGHTS HERE. I SUCK. BYE?
SHEEPSTER HEART JOELESLIE FOREVER.
("v")
** Thursday, August 12, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
sick.
sigh. i having flu, migrane... feeling sick. feeling so sleepy now. i ate my medicine just now. that's why. anyway. i got a fuking 6 for chinese. oh well. as expected. i don't intend to retake it anyway. fuck chinese. i'm not interested in it. i'll work hard for the rest of the subjects to kick chinese out of l1r5. lol.
last night. ego was drunk. hoho. he went to chalet for drink and he was sms-ing me. total 11 i love you. and this morning he told me he didn't know what had happened last night? lol. he said he told his friends that he still loves me. awww. so sweet. the first time a guy ever drunk and talk nonsense about me to people! ahhh. and he gonna drink later again? mad. don't wanna talk to him if he does so. sheesh.
dd hasn't sms me yet. probably he's out for range. i'll wait for his reply then.
i didn't goto school today as i had a bad headache. went to the doctor and take my medicine and mc. he said if it hasn't cure, i have to go back again. sheesh. what's wrong with me these days. sick. :(
I'm feeling so pissed off now. argh! madness. lots of nonsensical stuff happened this week and the last week. sigh. feeling so depressed. so lost. so sad. so.. scared. so weird. and so lazy. argh. i hate everyone! includes me. ; i just wanna die. with so many problems. relationship(i screwed it up myself), health,financial, myself, studies, attitude..... probably lots which i can't think of it now. SIGH.
Bye? don't feel lk typing already. anyway. take care all. love all of u lots. :D
sigh. i having flu, migrane... feeling sick. feeling so sleepy now. i ate my medicine just now. that's why. anyway. i got a fuking 6 for chinese. oh well. as expected. i don't intend to retake it anyway. fuck chinese. i'm not interested in it. i'll work hard for the rest of the subjects to kick chinese out of l1r5. lol.
last night. ego was drunk. hoho. he went to chalet for drink and he was sms-ing me. total 11 i love you. and this morning he told me he didn't know what had happened last night? lol. he said he told his friends that he still loves me. awww. so sweet. the first time a guy ever drunk and talk nonsense about me to people! ahhh. and he gonna drink later again? mad. don't wanna talk to him if he does so. sheesh.
dd hasn't sms me yet. probably he's out for range. i'll wait for his reply then.
i didn't goto school today as i had a bad headache. went to the doctor and take my medicine and mc. he said if it hasn't cure, i have to go back again. sheesh. what's wrong with me these days. sick. :(
I'm feeling so pissed off now. argh! madness. lots of nonsensical stuff happened this week and the last week. sigh. feeling so depressed. so lost. so sad. so.. scared. so weird. and so lazy. argh. i hate everyone! includes me. ; i just wanna die. with so many problems. relationship(i screwed it up myself), health,financial, myself, studies, attitude..... probably lots which i can't think of it now. SIGH.
Bye? don't feel lk typing already. anyway. take care all. love all of u lots. :D
** Tuesday, August 10, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
lol
whaha. just now we(sis and i) tried out the multiplayer golf and checkers game. whaha. so funny. the last game is we tie. and i think we took half an hour to finish it? wdf. and nothing shows out. not even the word 'tie' AHH wasting our time. sheesh. o well. my fone's gprs got some problem yea. don't know ah. pissed off. rofl.
speaking of phone. we tried talking on phone on speaker. we put our 2 fones near. and it create a echo effect. and it seemed like... conversation in hell? LOLOL. my sis was there laughing like mad devil. while im the one 'ahhhhhhhh' got tortured. LOL. DAMN FUNNY. anyone who knows me can ask me to let u all hear. sure peng. and the title of it is.. 'Di Yu De Chuan Shuo' . Part 1. LOLOL. BLAH. madness. :P okkie dookies. chat online. :D~
whaha. just now we(sis and i) tried out the multiplayer golf and checkers game. whaha. so funny. the last game is we tie. and i think we took half an hour to finish it? wdf. and nothing shows out. not even the word 'tie' AHH wasting our time. sheesh. o well. my fone's gprs got some problem yea. don't know ah. pissed off. rofl.
speaking of phone. we tried talking on phone on speaker. we put our 2 fones near. and it create a echo effect. and it seemed like... conversation in hell? LOLOL. my sis was there laughing like mad devil. while im the one 'ahhhhhhhh' got tortured. LOL. DAMN FUNNY. anyone who knows me can ask me to let u all hear. sure peng. and the title of it is.. 'Di Yu De Chuan Shuo' . Part 1. LOLOL. BLAH. madness. :P okkie dookies. chat online. :D~
Sigh.
sigh.
10days didn't blog since 30july. 31st july was saturday? as usual. all saturdays. I go to pasir ris to meet him, go his place and go out.
Monday 2nd Aug
I didn't go school because I was having gastric? Yup. i think so. i can't recall what happen because too many things happened lately.
Tuesday3rdAug
back to school. they say i slimmed down? maybe didn't eat much bah. alot of people didn't school. time flies very fast. sigh. o ya. i suddenly recalled. I TOOK 1 HR to reach school! ROFL. becuase my dad was using the car to fetch my grandma for eye operation, i need to take a bus to school myself. i went to this bustop. it was 6.35. i dont think i have the time to wait and goto the 27 stop if i take 88. then this 101 came. mom told me to take it to the interchange and take 27 as we thought that it will be faster. so i went to take to interchange. it was 6.40. alright. not too bad. in the end i waited the 27 to come @ 6.55. omg im late already. then this 27 took 30min to reach the bustop i use to take. omfg. it was 7.10 already. LOL. i told medik that i will be late. then i reached school at 7.45am. haha! went to school, everyone was staring at me. oh my gosh. 3rd warning. a letter was sent to my house for my parent notice. oh well. screwed up day. went back home immediately.
wednesday4th aug
i woke up in the morning. omg. a dream. ego! haha! 1st time he appear in my dream! haha. o well. after school go sportslight. VANESSA's PURPLEY. Hur. everyone knows that i think. not embarrass meh? when i go sportlight. i can feel something pulled me. i don't know whats that. i though its my friend who happen to see me or something cuz all of my friends is infront of me. but somehow it really pulls me. i turned my head. omg. nobody? o well. yea. i went to meet xtraboi. collect dear's jay cd. after that i took a bus to hougang central. waited for william for 45min. he was late due to last work from the boss? ahhaa. he looked different as i thought. we went to take the NEL to douby ghaut instead of harbourfront. walk around PS. and then go back hougang. it was already 7pm+ -_- took lots of pic? hes mad actually. then took 101 back. hey. wdf. i never knew that he stay just across the street! so he send me back home first. awww. how sweet. =.= okay. then i went to sms ego that i dreamt of him. i don't know. somehow i just wanna say it out. so we started chatting via sms already.. . and i went to sleep.
thursday5th aug
school. sms him. and another him. omg. sigh. sort of guilty. but still confused. called him b4 my maths infocus. nth much happen except the sms part. -.- mixed emotions. sheesh. a rectangle love. lol! 2 other party. but i able to overcome the feelings later on. i told my friends. i mean close ones. smsed him abt it too. screwed? sigh. don't know.
friday6thaug
happy 2years1mth to meee and youuuu(dd)! wake up. sigh. feeling heavy in my heart. hey. i cant smile. i mean putting a mask infront of others. i can see they are enjoying. but im not. i tried to. we went to watch ella enchanted at yishun GV. whaha. nice nice. all my friends and i eating dicks! i mean dogs. hot dogs. LOL. its thick and big. kewlllll. duh. what u thinking? but i think its expensive. waste of money. mom prepared dogs for me tis morning. went home. feeling sad and depressed. =( i never felt so depress for a long time. yea. VERY. never had this feeling before. arghs.
saturday7thaug
meet him. out. nonsense. lol. we manage to keep the relationship aliveee and growing. phew. i was damn confuse when i meet him. cried. awwww. but i didnt tell him why. =( i reach home around 7+.. then ego say wanna meet me. so i try lor. meet him around 9+..? or 8? har? lol. we just chat. some nonsensical stuff. u think so? i dont know. dont wanna say. lol. HEY. personal stuff ok. ended the day with.. listening to 'kai bu liao kou' midi which was send by ego when we part. sigh. o well. =
sunday8thaug
blah. fireworks day. weehehe. b4 we meet mark. we went to tm. den goto tis lift. den alot of ppl. got this person playing 'miracle' in his/her k700i? i think k700i la. wha kao. copy sia. got the same songs in my fone also. LOL. den den.. they talk about the fone.. i took out my k700i. to see something. i tot its mine when i heard the tone. LOL. den he took out his one also. showed me something. and he said he can feel the ger behind him staring at us. whaha. sibei jian. 2 k700i s? LOL!! dd said this is the first time he fly kite in singapore cuz he used to fly it in hongkong.lol. so honoured. with me the first time? haha. yea. meeee tooo. i think 3rd time flying bahh. anyway..im sorry mark being a lightbulb. its the girls who decided to change venue. but o well. as long as u enjoyed. im happy enough =) thanks for the invitation anyway! ;D yea. dd showed me the stars in the sky. scorpio.. and leo. and the otherrr. dont know how to spell. heh. we saw tis couple almost having sex! 1 on top the other. sumore quite dark liao. whahaha. we videoed the fireworks. heh. nice night. =) then queued half an hour for Mac. eat le go esplanade. slack for awhile. lol. den took the last train back home. =)
monday9thaug
slack @ home. i was sick. fever. sigh.. nv do my work. zzz.
tue10thaug
nth also. did my maths. decided to do my geog other time cuz no geog lesson tml. slack slack slack. playing arnd with sis fone. lol. o ya. forgot to say. my mom and sis change to t630! wahaha.! sony ericsson family? hehehe.
okay bah. stop here. freee le den blog again bah.. ;
10days didn't blog since 30july. 31st july was saturday? as usual. all saturdays. I go to pasir ris to meet him, go his place and go out.
Monday 2nd Aug
I didn't go school because I was having gastric? Yup. i think so. i can't recall what happen because too many things happened lately.
Tuesday3rdAug
back to school. they say i slimmed down? maybe didn't eat much bah. alot of people didn't school. time flies very fast. sigh. o ya. i suddenly recalled. I TOOK 1 HR to reach school! ROFL. becuase my dad was using the car to fetch my grandma for eye operation, i need to take a bus to school myself. i went to this bustop. it was 6.35. i dont think i have the time to wait and goto the 27 stop if i take 88. then this 101 came. mom told me to take it to the interchange and take 27 as we thought that it will be faster. so i went to take to interchange. it was 6.40. alright. not too bad. in the end i waited the 27 to come @ 6.55. omg im late already. then this 27 took 30min to reach the bustop i use to take. omfg. it was 7.10 already. LOL. i told medik that i will be late. then i reached school at 7.45am. haha! went to school, everyone was staring at me. oh my gosh. 3rd warning. a letter was sent to my house for my parent notice. oh well. screwed up day. went back home immediately.
wednesday4th aug
i woke up in the morning. omg. a dream. ego! haha! 1st time he appear in my dream! haha. o well. after school go sportslight. VANESSA's PURPLEY. Hur. everyone knows that i think. not embarrass meh? when i go sportlight. i can feel something pulled me. i don't know whats that. i though its my friend who happen to see me or something cuz all of my friends is infront of me. but somehow it really pulls me. i turned my head. omg. nobody? o well. yea. i went to meet xtraboi. collect dear's jay cd. after that i took a bus to hougang central. waited for william for 45min. he was late due to last work from the boss? ahhaa. he looked different as i thought. we went to take the NEL to douby ghaut instead of harbourfront. walk around PS. and then go back hougang. it was already 7pm+ -_- took lots of pic? hes mad actually. then took 101 back. hey. wdf. i never knew that he stay just across the street! so he send me back home first. awww. how sweet. =.= okay. then i went to sms ego that i dreamt of him. i don't know. somehow i just wanna say it out. so we started chatting via sms already.. . and i went to sleep.
thursday5th aug
school. sms him. and another him. omg. sigh. sort of guilty. but still confused. called him b4 my maths infocus. nth much happen except the sms part. -.- mixed emotions. sheesh. a rectangle love. lol! 2 other party. but i able to overcome the feelings later on. i told my friends. i mean close ones. smsed him abt it too. screwed? sigh. don't know.
friday6thaug
happy 2years1mth to meee and youuuu(dd)! wake up. sigh. feeling heavy in my heart. hey. i cant smile. i mean putting a mask infront of others. i can see they are enjoying. but im not. i tried to. we went to watch ella enchanted at yishun GV. whaha. nice nice. all my friends and i eating dicks! i mean dogs. hot dogs. LOL. its thick and big. kewlllll. duh. what u thinking? but i think its expensive. waste of money. mom prepared dogs for me tis morning. went home. feeling sad and depressed. =( i never felt so depress for a long time. yea. VERY. never had this feeling before. arghs.
saturday7thaug
meet him. out. nonsense. lol. we manage to keep the relationship aliveee and growing. phew. i was damn confuse when i meet him. cried. awwww. but i didnt tell him why. =( i reach home around 7+.. then ego say wanna meet me. so i try lor. meet him around 9+..? or 8? har? lol. we just chat. some nonsensical stuff. u think so? i dont know. dont wanna say. lol. HEY. personal stuff ok. ended the day with.. listening to 'kai bu liao kou' midi which was send by ego when we part. sigh. o well. =
sunday8thaug
blah. fireworks day. weehehe. b4 we meet mark. we went to tm. den goto tis lift. den alot of ppl. got this person playing 'miracle' in his/her k700i? i think k700i la. wha kao. copy sia. got the same songs in my fone also. LOL. den den.. they talk about the fone.. i took out my k700i. to see something. i tot its mine when i heard the tone. LOL. den he took out his one also. showed me something. and he said he can feel the ger behind him staring at us. whaha. sibei jian. 2 k700i s? LOL!! dd said this is the first time he fly kite in singapore cuz he used to fly it in hongkong.lol. so honoured. with me the first time? haha. yea. meeee tooo. i think 3rd time flying bahh. anyway..im sorry mark being a lightbulb. its the girls who decided to change venue. but o well. as long as u enjoyed. im happy enough =) thanks for the invitation anyway! ;D yea. dd showed me the stars in the sky. scorpio.. and leo. and the otherrr. dont know how to spell. heh. we saw tis couple almost having sex! 1 on top the other. sumore quite dark liao. whahaha. we videoed the fireworks. heh. nice night. =) then queued half an hour for Mac. eat le go esplanade. slack for awhile. lol. den took the last train back home. =)
monday9thaug
slack @ home. i was sick. fever. sigh.. nv do my work. zzz.
tue10thaug
nth also. did my maths. decided to do my geog other time cuz no geog lesson tml. slack slack slack. playing arnd with sis fone. lol. o ya. forgot to say. my mom and sis change to t630! wahaha.! sony ericsson family? hehehe.
okay bah. stop here. freee le den blog again bah.. ;