** Monday, March 15, 2004 __

Currently Feeling*

fug. jealous, shag, GUILTY!

omg. mix feelings. i hate this! well. firstly, im jealous cus my friend, jiajing. got car lisense liao! OMG. Hey i want it too! argh shats. i need to wait for another 2 years? but i hope they dont change the rule to 21yrs old! argh!!!! darn it. sighs. why i born so latee?! argh!!!! angry ah! ;x den.

secondly, im shag cuz today i went to betty house there and rollerblad with medick too. hey. its been almost 8years since the last time i blade! and i can.. sort of.. blade? well. not good. just manage to move faster than what i did 8yrs ago? hurhurhur. at least i achieve something. LOL. and training on the circular turn. eeek. saded. and i fell once. and its DAMN NICE POSE. its lk falling onto my hands, den my elbow, then i bend down my knees and like as if im doing push-ups. LOL. den ended up lying flat onto the WET ground.(hey. its raining ok!) lol. the fall seemed like, Matrix? everything slows down at that moment. cool. ;p

well. thirdly im guilty becuase i HAVE to come back home by 4pm to cook for my grandma and i sort of playing outside happily and came back home at 6.30? and all the food is cook by my grandma which she couldnt stand too long due to her weak legs. and im sort of like, dun care anything about it? well. i really dunno what to say to her. damn guilty. its lk breaking my promise to a.. a.. disabled? not disabled la. choy. ok. whatever. -_-.

geesh, brought back betty's blade home. anyway. dd said 'you know how to blade one meh?' 'you know how to cook meh? HAHAHAH' .. hey. demoralising me and discouraging me ok! already so sad about it le you still like that say. i more sad ah! i dont wanna talk to you. I HATE YOU. why cant you say something NICE to cheer me up? ok. whatever. don't wanna talk about it. grrr. angry la. sighs...

yup. i need to wake up 6.30am tomorrow! omg. cuz i gonna meet my girlfriends at tampines and take a bus to ECP. and . and. BLADE! hey. gonna train myself man. i feel outcast if i dont know how to blade at all! yea. gambatte!!! :) yea. and and. gonna go home by 4pm again. darn it. cant enjoy much. thats why we meet EARLY in the morning. omgosh.. its damn early! arghhH! well. i hope everything goes fine tomorrow. hey i smells of the Escada Tropical Island perfume. lol. we were testing it at CS thr. nice. sweeet smell. but im getting sick of it. zzz. heheehe. finally, i wanna say is.. I WANT A CAR LISENSE! GRRRR.

Hey. Viper help me take the signature from Energy. Sign at the front cover of the album. melissa seemed to be happy about it. yea. and here it is. took a picture of it before giving to her. awww. :P

Betty's bag design! eeek! nice!! pokkkaadots! =)~

btw, i saw someone MSN nick is 'hey i almost killed yesterday man. damn that .. . .bla bla bla..' grrr. make me think of the couple in the car today! fuck them man! was it today? yes. it is! wdf? you know. they are parking their car at 1 side. both were sitting inside. then medick turn inside and see who is that inside. but its normal right? then then.. few sec later, the car move forward. and move forward never mind la. cuz wanna park inside abit right? but. WDF? we were walking infront of the car. and its quite to the side. but they cant pass us cuz we block them. but we trying to keep to one side that time, the man went to speed forward. and its like almost knock to medick if i didnt pull her towards me a little. WDF? Buey song say la. wanna knock us must knock from the back right? why must knock from the front. not happy just horn or something. dont try to KILL US. you fucker. o well. angry about that. i was saying 'fuck you, wanna kill us issit?' while walking when the both of them came out from the car. who cares man. giving a black face. idiots. argh! i go bath le la. pek cek. lol. -_-~

` SHPX thinking deeply @7:03:00 PM