** Tuesday, August 10, 2004 __

Currently Feeling*

Sigh. 

sigh.

10days didn't blog since 30july. 31st july was saturday? as usual. all saturdays. I go to pasir ris to meet him, go his place and go out.

Monday 2nd Aug
I didn't go school because I was having gastric? Yup. i think so. i can't recall what happen because too many things happened lately.

Tuesday3rdAug
back to school. they say i slimmed down? maybe didn't eat much bah. alot of people didn't school. time flies very fast. sigh. o ya. i suddenly recalled. I TOOK 1 HR to reach school! ROFL. becuase my dad was using the car to fetch my grandma for eye operation, i need to take a bus to school myself. i went to this bustop. it was 6.35. i dont think i have the time to wait and goto the 27 stop if i take 88. then this 101 came. mom told me to take it to the interchange and take 27 as we thought that it will be faster. so i went to take to interchange. it was 6.40. alright. not too bad. in the end i waited the 27 to come @ 6.55. omg im late already. then this 27 took 30min to reach the bustop i use to take. omfg. it was 7.10 already. LOL. i told medik that i will be late. then i reached school at 7.45am. haha! went to school, everyone was staring at me. oh my gosh. 3rd warning. a letter was sent to my house for my parent notice. oh well. screwed up day. went back home immediately.

wednesday4th aug
i woke up in the morning. omg. a dream. ego! haha! 1st time he appear in my dream! haha. o well. after school go sportslight. VANESSA's PURPLEY. Hur. everyone knows that i think. not embarrass meh? when i go sportlight. i can feel something pulled me. i don't know whats that. i though its my friend who happen to see me or something cuz all of my friends is infront of me. but somehow it really pulls me. i turned my head. omg. nobody? o well. yea. i went to meet xtraboi. collect dear's jay cd. after that i took a bus to hougang central. waited for william for 45min. he was late due to last work from the boss? ahhaa. he looked different as i thought. we went to take the NEL to douby ghaut instead of harbourfront. walk around PS. and then go back hougang. it was already 7pm+ -_- took lots of pic? hes mad actually. then took 101 back. hey. wdf. i never knew that he stay just across the street! so he send me back home first. awww. how sweet. =.= okay. then i went to sms ego that i dreamt of him. i don't know. somehow i just wanna say it out. so we started chatting via sms already.. . and i went to sleep.

thursday5th aug
school. sms him. and another him. omg. sigh. sort of guilty. but still confused. called him b4 my maths infocus. nth much happen except the sms part. -.- mixed emotions. sheesh. a rectangle love. lol! 2 other party. but i able to overcome the feelings later on. i told my friends. i mean close ones. smsed him abt it too. screwed? sigh. don't know.

friday6thaug
happy 2years1mth to meee and youuuu(dd)! wake up. sigh. feeling heavy in my heart. hey. i cant smile. i mean putting a mask infront of others. i can see they are enjoying. but im not. i tried to. we went to watch ella enchanted at yishun GV. whaha. nice nice. all my friends and i eating dicks! i mean dogs. hot dogs. LOL. its thick and big. kewlllll. duh. what u thinking? but i think its expensive. waste of money. mom prepared dogs for me tis morning. went home. feeling sad and depressed. =( i never felt so depress for a long time. yea. VERY. never had this feeling before. arghs.

saturday7thaug
meet him. out. nonsense. lol. we manage to keep the relationship aliveee and growing. phew. i was damn confuse when i meet him. cried. awwww. but i didnt tell him why. =( i reach home around 7+.. then ego say wanna meet me. so i try lor. meet him around 9+..? or 8? har? lol. we just chat. some nonsensical stuff. u think so? i dont know. dont wanna say. lol. HEY. personal stuff ok. ended the day with.. listening to 'kai bu liao kou' midi which was send by ego when we part. sigh. o well. =

sunday8thaug
blah. fireworks day. weehehe. b4 we meet mark. we went to tm. den goto tis lift. den alot of ppl. got this person playing 'miracle' in his/her k700i? i think k700i la. wha kao. copy sia. got the same songs in my fone also. LOL. den den.. they talk about the fone.. i took out my k700i. to see something. i tot its mine when i heard the tone. LOL. den he took out his one also. showed me something. and he said he can feel the ger behind him staring at us. whaha. sibei jian. 2 k700i s? LOL!! dd said this is the first time he fly kite in singapore cuz he used to fly it in hongkong.lol. so honoured. with me the first time? haha. yea. meeee tooo. i think 3rd time flying bahh. anyway..im sorry mark being a lightbulb. its the girls who decided to change venue. but o well. as long as u enjoyed. im happy enough =) thanks for the invitation anyway! ;D yea. dd showed me the stars in the sky. scorpio.. and leo. and the otherrr. dont know how to spell. heh. we saw tis couple almost having sex! 1 on top the other. sumore quite dark liao. whahaha. we videoed the fireworks. heh. nice night. =) then queued half an hour for Mac. eat le go esplanade. slack for awhile. lol. den took the last train back home. =)

monday9thaug
slack @ home. i was sick. fever. sigh.. nv do my work. zzz.

tue10thaug
nth also. did my maths. decided to do my geog other time cuz no geog lesson tml. slack slack slack. playing arnd with sis fone. lol. o ya. forgot to say. my mom and sis change to t630! wahaha.! sony ericsson family? hehehe.

okay bah. stop here. freee le den blog again bah.. ;



















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