** Wednesday, November 10, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
don't know
My heart is so.. How do you describe. Scared? Nah. I'm not. I'm feeling alright but it seems that the heart is still... still what? I don't know. No words can describe how I feel now. Maybe I don't feel anything but I can feel a slight ache in my heart. Oh ya. Heartache. That's the word.
[[ winamp 5.01 . playing Ashlee Simpson - 03 - [Autobiography] - Shadow . sample rate 44.1KHz . bitrate 128kpbs . mode Stereo ]]
I'm so bored. My butt is so painful. I was sitting here since 1pm. Yea maybe. Too bored. My next paper will be next Tuesday. I need to memorise History! Shucks. Never mind. Put this aside. I need a break. Seriously. Brain is slacking now. Rot. Heart is crying. Body is tiring. Legs are aching. Damn. I'm hungry but I don't feel hungry. What the hell am I talking. Okay. I know what I feel now. Tired. My brain is dysfunctioned. Oh man. Why? I don't know.
Hmm.. Tomorrow I'll be meeting him. Wonder what should I do? What should I say? Oh man. This sucks. Seems like 'First Date' feeling. Sigh. My heart.. still aches. I was doing my Geography Paper 1 today and suddenly the feeling came back. Damn I hate this. Even yesterday's geography paper and emaths paper the day before. I just trying to distract it away. But it kept on flowing back! After I finished my paper, I still got 30min more. I just sleep. I don't know why.. I feel so tired. Very tired. I just knock out after 1min when I closed my eyes. The pain in my heart is killing me. I can't stand it much longer. *Sighs*
My friends are saying that I'm so silly. Is he really that WORTH IT? Oh. This question. Don't ask me. Ask my heart. =) It won't be answered because I don't know but I know what I'm doing. Please. People out there. Stop telling me this or that. I know you all care for me but the future is mine not yours. Don't need to worry bout me. I really need to get a job. Arghh! Exams . Please.. Finish it fast! I need to work! I need money! Yea. Hope all the things I gonna do are worth it. I have plans. Keke. Feel much better after I planned something. =)
[[ winamp 5.01 . playing Embrace - Gravity . sample rate 44.1KHz . bitrate 128kpbs . mode Joint Stereo ]]
Bored you know! Argh! >< Friendster is down too and I can't find few songs that I really really really love! Whyyy!!! Geesh.. *sigh* I can't help it but to sigh! Man. I'm hungry too. I haven't eaten for the whole day except I had an egg, 2 glasses of milk and a Mac Milo. ><~
I think I need to rest now. Very tired. Blog other time. =)Btw, I shall design another layout soon. yea. gonna think of another theme. what about a heart with knife stabbing through? Nah... yuck. i think i know what to put already. wait till i design finish n post it up then. kakaka!
im thinking of you.. and me..
the story hasn't end.. in my dreams..
i'll be there.. waiting..
My heart is so.. How do you describe. Scared? Nah. I'm not. I'm feeling alright but it seems that the heart is still... still what? I don't know. No words can describe how I feel now. Maybe I don't feel anything but I can feel a slight ache in my heart. Oh ya. Heartache. That's the word.
[[ winamp 5.01 . playing Ashlee Simpson - 03 - [Autobiography] - Shadow . sample rate 44.1KHz . bitrate 128kpbs . mode Stereo ]]
I'm so bored. My butt is so painful. I was sitting here since 1pm. Yea maybe. Too bored. My next paper will be next Tuesday. I need to memorise History! Shucks. Never mind. Put this aside. I need a break. Seriously. Brain is slacking now. Rot. Heart is crying. Body is tiring. Legs are aching. Damn. I'm hungry but I don't feel hungry. What the hell am I talking. Okay. I know what I feel now. Tired. My brain is dysfunctioned. Oh man. Why? I don't know.
Hmm.. Tomorrow I'll be meeting him. Wonder what should I do? What should I say? Oh man. This sucks. Seems like 'First Date' feeling. Sigh. My heart.. still aches. I was doing my Geography Paper 1 today and suddenly the feeling came back. Damn I hate this. Even yesterday's geography paper and emaths paper the day before. I just trying to distract it away. But it kept on flowing back! After I finished my paper, I still got 30min more. I just sleep. I don't know why.. I feel so tired. Very tired. I just knock out after 1min when I closed my eyes. The pain in my heart is killing me. I can't stand it much longer. *Sighs*
My friends are saying that I'm so silly. Is he really that WORTH IT? Oh. This question. Don't ask me. Ask my heart. =) It won't be answered because I don't know but I know what I'm doing. Please. People out there. Stop telling me this or that. I know you all care for me but the future is mine not yours. Don't need to worry bout me. I really need to get a job. Arghh! Exams . Please.. Finish it fast! I need to work! I need money! Yea. Hope all the things I gonna do are worth it. I have plans. Keke. Feel much better after I planned something. =)
[[ winamp 5.01 . playing Embrace - Gravity . sample rate 44.1KHz . bitrate 128kpbs . mode Joint Stereo ]]
Bored you know! Argh! >< Friendster is down too and I can't find few songs that I really really really love! Whyyy!!! Geesh.. *sigh* I can't help it but to sigh! Man. I'm hungry too. I haven't eaten for the whole day except I had an egg, 2 glasses of milk and a Mac Milo. ><~
I think I need to rest now. Very tired. Blog other time. =)Btw, I shall design another layout soon. yea. gonna think of another theme. what about a heart with knife stabbing through? Nah... yuck. i think i know what to put already. wait till i design finish n post it up then. kakaka!
im thinking of you.. and me..
the story hasn't end.. in my dreams..
i'll be there.. waiting..