** Thursday, June 10, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
hungry.
I came back home at 6+. Grandma was shocked. She said I normally don't come back so early. Well, no choice. He wasn't here. I have nowhere to go, nothing to do outside. All of the sudden, I felt disappointed about this. I'm such a failure. I couldn't speak out to them that I have him. But if I tell them all, I might be in trouble. I wish to get over this. I wish to conquer this barrier. I know somebody out there able to help. My Student-IC. I know they able to. Because they are good speaker, good encourager, great counseller, I think they able to change my parent's mindsets. But, I don't know how should I speak up and look for them. I've been lying for years. I don't want to do this anymore. But how? Help! :( I hate being a girl.
Mm. I'm eating duck drumstick now. Nice! Yum.
Haha. Mom agreed to buy a headphone for me. Maybe cost 50 bucks. I don't want to buy so expensive ones because I don't have my own Ipod? Haha. I fall in love with that headphone that cost $288! For studio and DJ one. So cool. Heh.
Today we had our chemistry and ss lesson. After that ate with those girls at mac and went back to school for English Workshop. My god. My mom is laughing now. My uncle said something which I didn't listen? In cantonese somemore. I'm weak in cantonese. Or I can say I don't know cantonese? Nono. I know a little but I don't know all. LOL. I'm such a failure. Born in a canto family and I don't know how to speak with it? DUH. But I have to learn! dd also cantonese. Of cuz, he's made in HK. Don't know cantonese can go die ah! Haha. Make In HongKong? Thought product ah. Imported and Manufactured in Singapore. Comments? call the hotline, 1900-CALL-DD. Haha! Sponsored by BBDD Express Pte Ltd, Forever Lasting Inc. Haha! Crap ah crap. :|
Okay wookies. Bye. Miss you a lot a lot. Muacks. *thinkin of you*
A day to remember - 10th June 2004, BB Independence Day. Weeks without you, lonely and independent from now onwards.
I came back home at 6+. Grandma was shocked. She said I normally don't come back so early. Well, no choice. He wasn't here. I have nowhere to go, nothing to do outside. All of the sudden, I felt disappointed about this. I'm such a failure. I couldn't speak out to them that I have him. But if I tell them all, I might be in trouble. I wish to get over this. I wish to conquer this barrier. I know somebody out there able to help. My Student-IC. I know they able to. Because they are good speaker, good encourager, great counseller, I think they able to change my parent's mindsets. But, I don't know how should I speak up and look for them. I've been lying for years. I don't want to do this anymore. But how? Help! :( I hate being a girl.
Mm. I'm eating duck drumstick now. Nice! Yum.
Haha. Mom agreed to buy a headphone for me. Maybe cost 50 bucks. I don't want to buy so expensive ones because I don't have my own Ipod? Haha. I fall in love with that headphone that cost $288! For studio and DJ one. So cool. Heh.
Today we had our chemistry and ss lesson. After that ate with those girls at mac and went back to school for English Workshop. My god. My mom is laughing now. My uncle said something which I didn't listen? In cantonese somemore. I'm weak in cantonese. Or I can say I don't know cantonese? Nono. I know a little but I don't know all. LOL. I'm such a failure. Born in a canto family and I don't know how to speak with it? DUH. But I have to learn! dd also cantonese. Of cuz, he's made in HK. Don't know cantonese can go die ah! Haha. Make In HongKong? Thought product ah. Imported and Manufactured in Singapore. Comments? call the hotline, 1900-CALL-DD. Haha! Sponsored by BBDD Express Pte Ltd, Forever Lasting Inc. Haha! Crap ah crap. :|
Okay wookies. Bye. Miss you a lot a lot. Muacks. *thinkin of you*
A day to remember - 10th June 2004, BB Independence Day. Weeks without you, lonely and independent from now onwards.