** Tuesday, May 18, 2004 __

Currently Feeling*

stuck on you.

it gonna be a long post. sigh. it's gonna be a sad birthday. ya. hate it when birthday lies on the weekday. cant celebrate till very late cuz needa go sch the next day? budden.. get to get more wishes and presents from friends! lol. ah i don't care anymore. i thought of celebrating it a post-brithday celebration on this saturday. but well. it wont be happier because someone is going somewhere. sighs. is hobby more important than me? i don't know. hate guys. always the case. play games. play this. go there. play play play. can't stop playing around. shyt man.

well, today had my science paper 1 and history elective. maybe able to pass. i didnt study for my history but i able to write craps? hope i pass. results gonna be out soon. i think i gonna fail my english again? and it will FAIL everything. uhh. but it's only mid year. who cares. i NEVER pass my mid year at all. zz. fail and fail. one day i will succeed. for my prelims and o lvls. gambatte! :) always look the bright side of life right? life isn't that bad than what you think. hehe.

shag ah shag.its been a long time i didn't type out what really happen in a day already. okay. here goes? haha! went to dd house immediately. step in a few moments we went to meet jz and goto the bedok police HQ for some thingy. dd went for his lunch. the worst lunch he ever had. LOL. aww. we went to sit around the void deck. he sleep. i woke up up. we went to 7-11. brought that strawberry and choc Chocolate. Yum yum. his and my favourate. and we gonna pay, i pointed the astroboy. and he said 'ASTROBOY!' like a kid? haha! very childish tone ah but i like it to see him that cute! haha! then that aunty at the counter laughs and asked 'do you want it?' and she grins. LOL. we went back to tampines and go back to his place. slept? yea. our usual activity is SLEEP. haha! then suddenly very hungry. we went to cook in the kitchen. and his method of cooking and mine is always different. and i just ji dong and shouted him. and he fed up. and shouted at me back? i hate it when he shout at me. very scary. i was darn fed up. slam the chopstick and do stuff fed-up-ly. grr. and then. cook finish, he came and i asked him wheres the pepper. he went to take it and the pepper container got a P on it. and he said 'PIG POWDER' in a childish tone again! and there again, he makes me laugh. sigh. always make me sad/angry and ended up you make me smile again. :| haha. and he say eat that 'PIG POWDER' will become stupid as a pig. DUH. and then very full, he went GB-ing again. Yea. the PIG powder really works. become piggish and i go and sleep immediately. sleep til 6.30. he came to disturb me. argh. damn shag. z. and then we 'sleep' again? around 7pm we went down to bustop and waited for bus. and reach SK at 8+. Mom was there to fetch me. and oh ya! i saw that JC guy i everyday see him in the morning in the same bus number. haha! Morning see, night time see. got fate? hurhur. not bad looking ah budden i have dd le. who cares? ;x

yea. another 3hours20min more to be able to watch NC-16 movies, officially legal for sex, officially able to play pool mor guang ming zheng da. and 16. second checkpoint of life. (1st: 12. 2nd:16 3rd:18 4th:21) heehee. time flies. hope to see u tomorrow quick! :) miss u.


` SHPX thinking deeply @8:22:00 PM