** Thursday, April 22, 2004 __

Currently Feeling*

high? NAW.

all he want is sex. sex sex. sex. what's so great about it? lol :P kidding.

okay. school today. having a headache for 3days! darn it. and guess what? i only ate a pizza which i brought it to school for the whole day! save the money that mom gave me. weee. yea. aim is to save $40 this month. sighs.

went to dd house after school. it's raining man! halliluya it's raining man! omg. i type this song, the tv is singing this! LOL. so coincidence. :P yea and stayed there till almost 7pm. and went back home. bored.

yea. and whats more? bff! she looks moody today. awwww. abandoned her! weee. oh yea. speaking of school, today MR KOK came to relieve our class. funy ah. he was giving examples and say 'i love you' to betty. and she blushed! many times! and then, pinchen also blush huh.. and kok asked 'who like her in this class?' immediately, pc put up his hands and give a smile! whoaaa. so sweeeettttt. envy themm. haha! then today during physic lesson, cheryl tang let the whole class take a picture of her in the phone! and the guys take pictures with her too! said she is very pretty, she SHY! and damn happy! and let us go off earlier before the bell rang! cool yea. cheryl rocks. ;D

now rolling All Saints -Pure shores

yea. something else. been listening to techno just now. my headache still there! shyt yea. dd going to see comet @ SP tml night after his exam. erk. i also wanna see but i can't! hais. i'm darn sorry. feeling sad all of the sudden. i don't know why.. just... depress. everything happen at once. just don't know what to do. getting depress. getting stressed. sighs. things kept flashing in my mind over and again. but it seemed that i don't know what is it about. just. too many things......

now rolling Hirai Ken - Kiss Of life.

argh. all the old songs. sadist again! 2 years ago. the time when im waiting for someone. =(.... not again. everything seemed to turn back time. to the old times. the old self of me that i used to be..
sorry dd. i can't control myself. dont be angry when u see this. =(.......

FEELIN: DEPRESSED (SADIST) =/

Ya. thats all. cya.

` SHPX thinking deeply @9:35:00 PM