** Monday, February 16, 2004 __
Currently Feeling*
bored
*muah! blog pic changed. just made it just now. i couldn't think of anything better. *uhhh. well. yesterday i was busy. unable to update. well. i went out with mom and sis to j8. 5566 was there! and i think the que is more than 1km+? all girls! my sis said they are totally nuts. crazy over them. queuing up under the sun. throwing their faces along the street. everyone are staring at them. that includes me. *hur. well. sis went to cut her hair. went to my grandma place again. $10! *lol. don't really wanna mention every single stuff i did. *zzz.
today was in school. after all the lessons and infocus. i thought that i able to go home. but. DETENTION. oh my. this 1hour seemed like 1year of hell. in a hot and stuffy room. nothing to do at all, sitting there trying to do somthing. mind was totally blank. into my fantasy.. . .
speaking of mind. i had a vivid dream last night. which it seemed that i didnt sleep at all. it was totally real. oh my gosh. i was somewhere. in the dark. went out in the night. with my dd. and don't know where we are going. everywhere is total darkness. no streets along the street. we went to one of a shopping centre. nobody was there. only the two of us. peaceful and quiet. and i said i have to go home. cuz the time was around 2am+. went to find a bus. and we just aimlessly walk around and take a bus which we don't know where it will bring us to. sitting at the back of the bus. i told him i only have 1hour of sleep when i reach home at 5am. which i normally wake up for school at 6am. we still in the bus, talking away. the bus was totally pitch dark. and said this bus might goto bedok. omg. so far away from my home. and i was thinking i decided not to goto school. *snap* i was 'awake' in my mind. knowing that my mom had just came into my room and gonna wake me up. i couldnt open my eyes. until when she called me up. and it seemed that i didnt sleep at all. not at all. but my mind was jolted awake. till now. i don't feel tired at all.
i've been having strange dreams. beautiful. spendid. i remember i have many dreams. meteor rain fall from the sky. totally heaven. skies which filled with golden stars. or looking through a telescope and saw many stars falling. it was darn real. beautiful. i even dreamt that i lie on a patch of big field. looking at the stars above. the stars gave a 'magical show'. dreamt of darkness. where the earth don't have a single light at all. dreamt of searching for something always. i can say i dream everyday. full of fantasies and imaginations. dreamt of the unexpected. and last year, one of the 3 sundays. the 3 weeks continously. i dreamt of people jump down from a cliff, people got eaten by a black dragon, chasing after me... people got killed, ghost haunt me. especially the girl who jump down from the cliff at the lighthouse. she was gona tell me her problems. she was totally sadisfied. suffering a excruciating pain in the heart, trying to tell me all. but the time seemed to slow down which i couldnt ask whats going on. the time of mine slowed down. but in the other dimension, the girl thought that i don't wanna listen to her, she made the final decision. to jump down. and i couldn't stop her. she just drop into the water. the seawater turned red. everyone crowed around the scene, people made police calls. the 'water police' which they wore scuba suits, trying to investigate. naughty kids above the rocks around 10m high. threw stones at them. but the speed of the stone slow down when it went into the water and missed the target, which were the water police. the kids ran away. i look down the light house. everything was in chaos. people screaming. and others ran. ...
i still can recall. in my dream. a girl who died many weeks. i was the one. who help her dad to find out. and to find her dead body in the water. many people went to search. in the sea, the slumps, the rivers. but couldn't find her body. i was walking in a coffeeshop. i saw a news at the television above. they found the girl's body. i wanted to call the father of the child. but i don't have the coin. everything was in black and white. and it was so real. . . .
*sighs. anyone who want a nice advanturous story, can come and find me. i tell u all my dreams that i can recall. *heh.
anyway, the picture i just upload. taken on the 7th Feb 2004.
*life sucks like a straw-
*muah! blog pic changed. just made it just now. i couldn't think of anything better. *uhhh. well. yesterday i was busy. unable to update. well. i went out with mom and sis to j8. 5566 was there! and i think the que is more than 1km+? all girls! my sis said they are totally nuts. crazy over them. queuing up under the sun. throwing their faces along the street. everyone are staring at them. that includes me. *hur. well. sis went to cut her hair. went to my grandma place again. $10! *lol. don't really wanna mention every single stuff i did. *zzz.
today was in school. after all the lessons and infocus. i thought that i able to go home. but. DETENTION. oh my. this 1hour seemed like 1year of hell. in a hot and stuffy room. nothing to do at all, sitting there trying to do somthing. mind was totally blank. into my fantasy.. . .
speaking of mind. i had a vivid dream last night. which it seemed that i didnt sleep at all. it was totally real. oh my gosh. i was somewhere. in the dark. went out in the night. with my dd. and don't know where we are going. everywhere is total darkness. no streets along the street. we went to one of a shopping centre. nobody was there. only the two of us. peaceful and quiet. and i said i have to go home. cuz the time was around 2am+. went to find a bus. and we just aimlessly walk around and take a bus which we don't know where it will bring us to. sitting at the back of the bus. i told him i only have 1hour of sleep when i reach home at 5am. which i normally wake up for school at 6am. we still in the bus, talking away. the bus was totally pitch dark. and said this bus might goto bedok. omg. so far away from my home. and i was thinking i decided not to goto school. *snap* i was 'awake' in my mind. knowing that my mom had just came into my room and gonna wake me up. i couldnt open my eyes. until when she called me up. and it seemed that i didnt sleep at all. not at all. but my mind was jolted awake. till now. i don't feel tired at all.
i've been having strange dreams. beautiful. spendid. i remember i have many dreams. meteor rain fall from the sky. totally heaven. skies which filled with golden stars. or looking through a telescope and saw many stars falling. it was darn real. beautiful. i even dreamt that i lie on a patch of big field. looking at the stars above. the stars gave a 'magical show'. dreamt of darkness. where the earth don't have a single light at all. dreamt of searching for something always. i can say i dream everyday. full of fantasies and imaginations. dreamt of the unexpected. and last year, one of the 3 sundays. the 3 weeks continously. i dreamt of people jump down from a cliff, people got eaten by a black dragon, chasing after me... people got killed, ghost haunt me. especially the girl who jump down from the cliff at the lighthouse. she was gona tell me her problems. she was totally sadisfied. suffering a excruciating pain in the heart, trying to tell me all. but the time seemed to slow down which i couldnt ask whats going on. the time of mine slowed down. but in the other dimension, the girl thought that i don't wanna listen to her, she made the final decision. to jump down. and i couldn't stop her. she just drop into the water. the seawater turned red. everyone crowed around the scene, people made police calls. the 'water police' which they wore scuba suits, trying to investigate. naughty kids above the rocks around 10m high. threw stones at them. but the speed of the stone slow down when it went into the water and missed the target, which were the water police. the kids ran away. i look down the light house. everything was in chaos. people screaming. and others ran. ...
i still can recall. in my dream. a girl who died many weeks. i was the one. who help her dad to find out. and to find her dead body in the water. many people went to search. in the sea, the slumps, the rivers. but couldn't find her body. i was walking in a coffeeshop. i saw a news at the television above. they found the girl's body. i wanted to call the father of the child. but i don't have the coin. everything was in black and white. and it was so real. . . .
*sighs. anyone who want a nice advanturous story, can come and find me. i tell u all my dreams that i can recall. *heh.
anyway, the picture i just upload. taken on the 7th Feb 2004.
*life sucks like a straw-