** Tuesday, December 30, 2003 __
Currently Feeling*
Currently Feeling* tired?
todae suppose to wake @ 11.30am. gotta mit him @ 1pm in DG. den i forgot to set the fone de-silent. nv c0r me. woke @ 12.30. den rush to bath n told him to mit lata. den gone outs . reach thr arnd 1.50pm. hes late. still @ tanah merah. slow. so i took the time go PS n buy a muee fone strap. 1 mumu for him n eeee for me. ask the ger to wrap the gift for the mumu. den went to the card shop. see the big card de. nt nice. so bought a small one for him. in a rush. juz pick 1. den went to find a bookstore. i went basement (dunno for wad.) thinkin to buy that. deri collectable. but i think the salesman was out for lunch. the store gt lights but door close. aww. so iwent to the stationary shop. anyhow take 1 pink pen. den go up GV. the opp side. railings to write the card. really in a hurry cuz hes reaching soon. anyhow cock inside. sad. den finish writing. saw him opp. side. i walk to him n wish him happy bday. lOls. den we go buy tickets. 3pm show LOTR. 3rd row corner. 3.30. 2nd row? 4pm. 4th row. den better then 3rd row. we go see 4pm de. soon. we go eat yoshinoya. share 1 meal.. den we walk lor. clinton smsed me . ask me whr am i. den we go up the foodcourt. bought 1 coke light. i disagree wib him nt to drink that. eek. but ended up gt FORCED =x!!~ den take a seat. drew his present. whahha. soon saw them came up. wave @ them. LoL!! den he pass me the fishes. dd was thr. giving me a sad face. cuz he say sure die de. cuz his fishes in tank gt own territory le. newcomers nt allowed. kill them. whahha. gt such thing 1 sia. den nvm la. talk to him awhile den go off le. den we decided to go feathers n fins . ask ray to look after it cuz dun wanna take it arnd.. den go back PS. watched the show. wha lao. so long. 3.5hrs. bery nicee. esp that legolas. when the battle that time. close look. so handsome till the gers @ the back scream!! den everyone laugh @ them. LOL. farnee sia. den show his face again. scream again sia. pENgggg. finish liao. go toilet. den help dd wear his jacket that time. gt 1 ger tap behind me. den i turn back, dunno who is that sia!! she smiled along the way she walked. juz a glance of her. nv really remember her look n she turn off le. den gones. den we 2 thr blur blur. until n0w i stiu w0nder who is that. -_-.. den we go walk arnd 1st lors. by that time its 7.45++pm.. gone to cineleisure. take pic. fuk. the machine. dun understand. anyhow. den choose the pieces. we 2 argue abt the size. until nv choose. the machine choose the small small many many one. WHA LAO. i dulans. cuz pic nt bad de become so many for 2 of us. kAO. spoil my mood for whole nite. dulan abt that. so. buey song face hile walking thruout lor. zzzzzzzzz. walk arnd @ cine den go heeren. wanna take 2nd pic. dd say other time. .............. den fuk. again. no mood. den walk arnd. go taka le. cuz sis ask me go buy liang tea. den buy le. we tot cold storage closed. dd worried of his dog. no food. z . den go the cashier thr. go in fm there. buy 1 box of dog food and bread. cuz i hungry. den wanna pay that time we goto the 1-6 items and cash only. den 1 man wanna que. dd shout "1-6 ITEMS ONLY!!!!!" den the man told to his wife "shit. 1-6 items only leh.. we gt so many.. go que others. " den we 2 luff. LOLL. paid le. eat few bread den kish dd gd bye. go mit my sis n go mrt le . t0ok car back homes.....~ and oh. found tis fm sumwhere. nice...:-
Loving An Imperfect Person
They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.
Today, she's being willful again.
Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."
Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."
First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".
Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.
Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."
He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.
Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.
Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."
She remains silent.
Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."
She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.
Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.
Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."
She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."
She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"
He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.
He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.
He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.
She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.
She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.
It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.
He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.
"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
todae suppose to wake @ 11.30am. gotta mit him @ 1pm in DG. den i forgot to set the fone de-silent. nv c0r me. woke @ 12.30. den rush to bath n told him to mit lata. den gone outs . reach thr arnd 1.50pm. hes late. still @ tanah merah. slow. so i took the time go PS n buy a muee fone strap. 1 mumu for him n eeee for me. ask the ger to wrap the gift for the mumu. den went to the card shop. see the big card de. nt nice. so bought a small one for him. in a rush. juz pick 1. den went to find a bookstore. i went basement (dunno for wad.) thinkin to buy that. deri collectable. but i think the salesman was out for lunch. the store gt lights but door close. aww. so iwent to the stationary shop. anyhow take 1 pink pen. den go up GV. the opp side. railings to write the card. really in a hurry cuz hes reaching soon. anyhow cock inside. sad. den finish writing. saw him opp. side. i walk to him n wish him happy bday. lOls. den we go buy tickets. 3pm show LOTR. 3rd row corner. 3.30. 2nd row? 4pm. 4th row. den better then 3rd row. we go see 4pm de. soon. we go eat yoshinoya. share 1 meal.. den we walk lor. clinton smsed me . ask me whr am i. den we go up the foodcourt. bought 1 coke light. i disagree wib him nt to drink that. eek. but ended up gt FORCED =x!!~ den take a seat. drew his present. whahha. soon saw them came up. wave @ them. LoL!! den he pass me the fishes. dd was thr. giving me a sad face. cuz he say sure die de. cuz his fishes in tank gt own territory le. newcomers nt allowed. kill them. whahha. gt such thing 1 sia. den nvm la. talk to him awhile den go off le. den we decided to go feathers n fins . ask ray to look after it cuz dun wanna take it arnd.. den go back PS. watched the show. wha lao. so long. 3.5hrs. bery nicee. esp that legolas. when the battle that time. close look. so handsome till the gers @ the back scream!! den everyone laugh @ them. LOL. farnee sia. den show his face again. scream again sia. pENgggg. finish liao. go toilet. den help dd wear his jacket that time. gt 1 ger tap behind me. den i turn back, dunno who is that sia!! she smiled along the way she walked. juz a glance of her. nv really remember her look n she turn off le. den gones. den we 2 thr blur blur. until n0w i stiu w0nder who is that. -_-.. den we go walk arnd 1st lors. by that time its 7.45++pm.. gone to cineleisure. take pic. fuk. the machine. dun understand. anyhow. den choose the pieces. we 2 argue abt the size. until nv choose. the machine choose the small small many many one. WHA LAO. i dulans. cuz pic nt bad de become so many for 2 of us. kAO. spoil my mood for whole nite. dulan abt that. so. buey song face hile walking thruout lor. zzzzzzzzz. walk arnd @ cine den go heeren. wanna take 2nd pic. dd say other time. .............. den fuk. again. no mood. den walk arnd. go taka le. cuz sis ask me go buy liang tea. den buy le. we tot cold storage closed. dd worried of his dog. no food. z . den go the cashier thr. go in fm there. buy 1 box of dog food and bread. cuz i hungry. den wanna pay that time we goto the 1-6 items and cash only. den 1 man wanna que. dd shout "1-6 ITEMS ONLY!!!!!" den the man told to his wife "shit. 1-6 items only leh.. we gt so many.. go que others. " den we 2 luff. LOLL. paid le. eat few bread den kish dd gd bye. go mit my sis n go mrt le . t0ok car back homes.....~ and oh. found tis fm sumwhere. nice...:-
Loving An Imperfect Person
They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.
Today, she's being willful again.
Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."
Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."
First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".
Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.
Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."
He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.
Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.
Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."
She remains silent.
Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."
She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.
Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.
Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."
She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."
She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"
He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.
He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.
He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.
She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.
She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.
It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.
He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.
"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."